Sunday, 30 August 2015

A Bank Holiday Catch up

As August is now coming to a close and the last 4 months of a year of losing loves and discovering more girls and guys into what i like (feederism via feabie) its time to catch up with whats happened this month, ok there has been fireworks and working more than usual but its best to see how my new years resolutions are getting on. oh and some mini facts i've been reflecting about

The Feabie thing:

Well i might as well explain this. Feabie is more like a social kinkier version of FB, sure theres the no tits, no doxing, and generally be nice to most people rules which for some make it easy for some make it hard to call out on the dick pics (if any drama happens to me there, you'll see it here) but its actually been interesting with seeing girls nearby (since actually up to 100 miles away is nearby as a default option) that are actually into gaining and there have been many other British, Aussie and even Filipinos that have connect related to the kinky side of what some people would say "being a fat fuck". Heck I've even possibly made a local guy friend who has a nice chance with a guy up north for a buffet feeding session, that and i've talked to webmodels, some i've fapped over and one even reminds me of charley but if we dated kind of thing. Also i've even been close to sending food i would of bought from I love Candy and sent via Royal Mail but there might be a international version that raven might set up, also she likes me but doesn't follow me on twitter haha,

But like FB, theres trends and everyone does this type times and today was one of them with a BDSM Test. Now its a set of 8 pages of questions about sex and your feelings like "do you prefect being worshipped", "Do you like being abused and leaving a mark on yourself after" and it works out what type of BDSM your into, now being a pushover I know i'm going to be more of a Submissive. But below you can see the results i've got from it. You can see my results online in a better format here  which explains in detail what

== Results from ==
78% Submissive
77% Switch
76% Exhibitionist
72% Vanilla
71% Voyeur
71% Non-monogamist
66% Experimentalist
46% Dominant
40% Owner
37% Slave
28% girl/boy
26% Master/Mistress
24% Brat tamer
22% All-Rounder
21% Daddy/Mommy
21% Degradation giver
20% Pet
13% Brat
9% Primal (Hunter)
6% Bondage receiver
6% Sadist
5% Bondage giver
0% Ageplayer
0% Masochist
0% Degradation receiver
0% Primal (Prey)

Basically the top 3 things mention that i'm the weaker part of the relation or the one thats told what to do, but the next one down means i like to switch roles every so often (like in my case, force feeding or funnel feeding and being on top) and the last one means i like to be public about what i do, like well blogs and vlogs.

But feabie has definately helped me feel partly better with moving on from Charlie and Emma. its hard to forget them but the pain of not having that relationship that could of solved all my problems. But in all honesty i still feel empty, heck I ended up having teary eyes reflecting on it last night after turning my vita tv off and then this morning after fapping and getting out of bed.

Also stats for anyone that really gives a shit or not:

  • I have 13 followers
  • 1 follow 69 people *yes lol 69ers*
  • 359 people have viewed my profile (you get to see up to the last 8 people who have)
  • one girl i follow i added on skype and she called me and ate soup with belly play and said "you like")
  • I've posted about 1 or 2 #tummytuesdays
  • Tinychats been really fun with really good friends i've made there, i was even invited to NJ but next year for a US trip, 
  • I've gone from 172 when i signed up in april to 184 in july then down to 178 now in weight (lbs)

Well New Years Resolutions to check: 

So lets catch up on the goals i set myself this year: 


  • Get into my first relationship - The way its going, thats not going to happen this year
  • Have a mates or friends day out - This might still be an option but everyone is going there separate ways or working too much atm
  • Cook for a girl or group of girls - I see this just a rare thing, no luck this year
  • Finish 2 prisons on The Escapists - This is being Scrapped, i've finished Hotline Miami 2 and its fucking hard as hell
  • Purchase and finish Oddworld New N Tasty - I've DONE IT
  • Finish KH 2.5 HD Remix - KHII FM is done and Now i just have Aqua to finish on Critical, Ven and Terra and one
  • Watch a studio Ghibli Film - Done this
  • Enjoy a meal with friends or a date at a Restaurant - Done with Gracie, I mentioned in the fireworks vlog i was looking to do another date but i'm not sure
But we are now going to be able to do more things, some projects are planned for late September which you will not want to miss,

But enjoy getting drunk for now if you are or if your hungover, i'll probably have to be a +1 for parents but hey that is life then working and might have to cycle to chillaton soon.