I've had time to myself, the new job has been quiet yet demanding and new business relationships have been forming, even one started today.
My love life has really been a quiet one, sure I've now been realising that maybe I'm not cut out for it, sure I'm falling for someone and maybe finally getting the plan of meeting up maybe next year. Sure Johnny made me question if I would even get time to have a relationship if I'm going to be busy with the new job. But with how I've felt, a nice talk and that dream of what a relationship would be like needs to keep me going.
Let's be fair, I was up at 9:30 this morning, then it was getting accounts done and I was meant to edit the streams, but some have disappeared, which buggers things up but meh.
Eventually that, a call to a helpful rep on diaplaypro and a smoothie, time passes and if was time for #dogwalkingwithomracer and just as I did that, a call happened with good news with a plan I wanted has happened and my steps are the one to take next. Just as I got that finished, my grandad popped over, so we got ready to actually go. The walk was nice, sure I was shouting since he doesn't wear his hearing aid in public, but we enjoyed a nice play, Rosie did too.
Then we got back and it was time for us to have lunch, so he bought pasties over with him, I made some beef ravaoli and rice to go with mine, it was nice, sure I should of added more, but I didn't want to get too full, since of later on.
|The lunch from earlier|
Then I was checking the file I was sent with a fair bit of ideas, the rain was on and off and I also got Freedompop setup on his old phone. Then we went to the lounge and we chatted more and shown him a new thing, but it was heading towards 2pm which means another walk with Rosie, this was shorter, but we enjoyed it even though the wind was picking up.
|Walking with Rosie|
Then it was time for me to prepare for this client, who actually called me in a panic about her router, But I prepared for getting there, got the bike up and cycled to hers, it only took 15 minutes and it's from one end of Tavi to another.
Then we chatted and I taught her internet searching, then it was gossip and I left by 5:10. Cycling down the steep hills, getting money for this amazing moment and then back up a different flat ish way home.
Now things of me going back home, Rosie was excited for 1 minute, then bone and teeth, I checked emails and the bus, it turns out the bus I needed was the 6:45 ish bus. So I rushed her out for a walk with the ball, She was herding them and it was a quick one out to do her business, then by 6:10 I was home.
I had the shower, with raspberry and apple shower gel, head and shoulders, shaved the eyebrows and a teeth brushing before getting changed.
The Black jeans, blue trainers,, checked shirt, it was a casual affair, also loose pants for if she is as dreamy as she was last time.
By then, I got my phone ready, charged a tiny bit, downloaded the file for reading up if I had time and then by 6:30, I was a goner, locked up, ran with mi fit and I got to the Lidl bus stop.
|The stop at Lidl|
I waited for the bus, a kid was at the stop too and I chatted, then it was sadly a Day Rider for £5.50 before getting on, a single deck bus I've not been on since it was A first bus.
The journey was quiet, the weather was just about holding up, clouds were gray but patches of blue sky were ready for me to hopefully sace the evening clothes. By 19:22, I was at the flyover bus stop, spitty rain and grey hoodies passing me. I then walked in to Morrison's
|Getting off the bus and waiting here|
|Heading into a revamp of Morrisoms|
A Morrison's time kill
Browsing in Morrison's was ok, thee was a really some good bits and a revamp was underway, some games £2 cheaper, than I sold them at, a nice toilet break before looking for jumper but none around. Then it was 7:45 and I was deciding to make my way, clouds were above but some big blue gaps helped keep me dry, I guess it was time to run.
|The clouds were getting there|
The rain running, again
Well I left and running was going ok, until I passed co op, then it was raining, off and on, this was until getting right at Esso and things went really soaking, my mind said oh shit, I was soaked but luckily it eases off as I got to hers, 20 minutes early.
I decided to go to the pub nearby again, where the tortoise was, the clouds were good and the shirt was wet as per usual.
|A Soaked selfie|
Gracie then text me asking me to come a big later, so I said yes and relaxed in the pub, I ordered a glass of water and watching the farming program on ITV 1. The amount those farmers have on kids is amazing really.
|The Glass of Water|
Wasting time with Corrie with far fetched plots and eventually it was 8:40, another customer popped into the pub and had the can of theirs blue up , I learned a tick of if the inside of the mackerel is grey, you need to just bin it, if it's white then is fresh. News topics was on time about fire regulations being one way and one for another. Also that Mr fantastic from Fantastic 4 is in a new drama called liar too. I waited for the text.
The incredible relaxing date
I got the text actually by 8:45 and I pelted it to hers, I knocked on the door, the mi band felt the heart at 148bpm, she unlocks the door and well, she looked amazing, and I really know where I was, she greeted me in and I took my trainers off, she likes them, then she walked up and I followed to her room.As we looked at each other, she said its been so long and then we kissed, she felt me with the hug and it was cold, well I was cold, so she wanted to get the heating on. I waited on the bed, then I got my shirt off, since it was wet and we got the taxi booked for 10:40, but rubbing my shoulder as she called Taxi fast and also as she text someone else. That and paying her, since it was £170, a good value.
|Something about socks, um|
|Drying the shirt|
Then it was finally nice to relax in the bed and we kissed, with lip biting and that smooching sound that was just a amazing time. We talked about so much, she remember I loved her smothering me with her tummy, which once that happened, I was in heaven, maybe a dream. I told her about love life and we also talked about Game of Thrones, she's getting a wool based cape made soon which reminded me Sansa.
But then it was a bit of fun with her trying to get my belt off, since jeans are so thick, but then it was some advice that I thought I would of heard when I had that check up 3 years ago. But it really did set down with me on what I had to do.
I did make her tickle with a belly rub and then we just laid and chatted, about her life, about food, Facebook and I did mention Feabie as well. Some people go ott on a joke as well, which was relatable AF.
She giggled at the term "Double chin on point" when I was talking about someone which it's a odd term but it a modern twist on a love for something people hate.
There was also talk with what happened with Leah, Charley and Emma which she took in how I felt.
But the fun was really interesting as we were talking when she asked about my birth month, i found out that ♉ (Taurus) actually like a over indulgence in the people they love, and also how it shows comfort which explains a bit of my feeder tendencies.
As I was feeling her thighs while kissing, she got up and was out for a minute, I was worried but she said not to be. She came out with dark chocolate, so we did the thing where we kissed and we both are the chocolate, that felt really good. Then she rubbed my belly and feed me a bit, I fed her and she was really enjoying it. With me I was on cloud 99. I talked about the meal that got me on buzzfeed and she said how much cake and chocolate she had eaten today, it was just nothing going wrong.
Then it was talking about the wildlife, which I found out sugar and water can help a bee survive, but it was interesting to find out about facts I never knew existed. That and also GM foods can keep the world going.
But it was close to 10 pm and she asked if I wanted a back massage and that was nice, i meant she got the oil out and she felt the stress on my back, mostly towards my left side, I was trying to not fall asleep, the relaxing side of it was just what my body needed. She was surprised about Dog Reiki as well since a friend of mine does offer that. Then I said with leaving my old job and she went "That's absolutely fucking n sane" (bonus points for the reference) when I said I had my first week off in 5 years, once I had left my old job just over a month now. Also we talked about this amazing Spicy Vegetable stew which she e-mailed me the link for that later on. I also told here i'm a vlogger and she might sub to me along with the POWWOW competition, Christ that was over a year ago.
Then we were having the last bit of belly kissing and talking for 20 minutes, she said something which was along the lines of all the fun things are dangerous in life, from being a feeder, liking tanned girls as examples. But then her phone went off which was knowing it time to finish. They called up and then i got changed and we sat down for one last kiss and chat, which then we took 2 selfies, sure we didn't kiss but the photos mean memories of someone that helped me keep going in times I never would of happened.
a selfie with one of the most amazing girls that's helped me over the past 3 years, building the confidence up when I was at a low, sure I've only seen her 3 times, but if I do fall in love again, at least I know how the small things work out. Paying for moments like this is what living is all about
Then we walked back down her stairs, she showed me her really nice designed acrylic nails and then was a bit of a goodbye speech coming in, But she said that "i'm there if you need this" which tells me that even if my heart falls with someone else, there will be a place that she helped glue back together.
I then walked out and into the taxi.
The Journey back
|The Lit up station|
|The North Hill in soaked rain|
Then after a bit more running, seeing Dominoes open and a girl was at the bus stop, it was a wait to get that bus, but shortly after a 10 minute wait, I was on the bus, it was those mini ones and then the ride home. Typing some of this up and I had a tear in my eye. With realising that I said goodbye without realising it back then. But times have been places in a unpredictable timeline and we don't know where it will take me. I finally got off the bus at lidl and a run home was it, some kids were walking near tesco too, one shouted something.
|The night at lidl|