Well, march has had a nasty start to it and well, it causes those moments where things are going to feel like a crash will happen, things collide. But there was time to also reflect on the current realisations of the world and even how we can change and adapt in more ways. But for now it has to be to catchup with those days.
|Gfuel I needed to start the day off, especially as it was 11 hours|
|A desk I got for free|
|A Late night snack of chicken noodle soup.|
But then it was nice to get the extra parts done. Which was to get some plans out of the way with having to work and do some chores online, Rosie was getting demanding for walks tooo. Since dad was off and on, it was hard to know what to plan. The weather was just amazing and even with the strong wid
|The field in the lush haze|
|The mix of pasty, spring rolls and sweet and sour|
Then it was to have a late night meal while getting more things sorted, with my motivation was lowering and maybe it was the hindsight of what's to come or the fact that working is getting exhausting, not even online, but that was the good thing with using the sandwich maker./
|The bacon sandwich,|
Now that was out of the way, it was time to also start a new project which was to use Opencore on the PC I built for the tutorial, which actually I managed to get it done but it was quite mind tanking as well as the fact my dad was here until a last minute call which means it had rushed timed to myself. Luckily i didn't have to be in the shop until the end of the week, due to consoles arriving then.
|The night in blurred|
|Rosie and Finley|
|The special pancake|
|The hard drive board changed|
But as this progressed it was soon time to get back to work, Time to reflect and also a goal on my mind but hopefully soon that was to be amended and start to show the skills to get back to living a goal. But it was also the time to learn the light broke and without power for actually 1 hour and 30 minutes or so. But eventually 8:30pm and it was back up, Dad just slept but for me it was more playing Railway Empire using that UK map, but getting the controls is not as easy as I thought.
|The light and power cuts out.|
But then it was that choice of waiting in a peace and then to wait for the weekend since the PS5s were to be sold and also 2 laptops are on the way as well, work was busy in that way and it was getting to be the first time to get a few bits and minus a few more visit, it was time to look obese to stash all of the shopping in my jumper and rucksack while on the bike, to make the most of a bit extra money for shopping.
|The shopping in lidl|
Then I got back, as i was running home, i got a text from the bank work uses and mentioned a £300 charge in Sainsburys, So naturally I replied N and heard nothing until later on. I was having more ranting and talking to myself which I've realised that has happened to me a fair bit lately too. The sunsets are soo good.
|The golden sun|
|The glow above the town|
|A Darker sunset|
Then as i was cooking tea, I got a call from that bank regarding the text earlier, So it means that i was having to sort that bit out, Which the call hung up and no word from them since, which means that work is more complicated from the reduction, and it means the end of easy way to pays bills. But it was a biit of mess the frying of the chicken and mushroom pasta.
|The chicken and the mushroom|
Then it was time to start to plan for getting videos up, time to myself was coming over which made it easier to finally get time to, sure some of the deliveries arrived like the Glasses and the Ring light, which was finally the time to get them reviewed.
Another hetic day, but next week will be finally good for videos pic.twitter.com/1hO3TDkkvD— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 5, 2021
|The glasses on with the UV lenses|
|With the normal lenses|
|Portrait Selfies when dogwalking|
|A wider selfie|
|The quality of the camera|
Now that day i had to go to work due to waiting for someone to pickup a PS5 which actually they didn't even bother to turn up, so another customer went to go for it in the end, so that was for the next week, But it was a good way to be able to take footage with it and see how it goes for a sort of a day in the life.
|The river on the way to work|
Which luckily it did help me get the chance to be able to type the review post up quite quickly, but as for video editing, it did take 2 days longer than I wanted it to be, but things soon were to creep up on me. Sometimes the best way to cope is to just play PS1 light gun games on the toilet using an emulator on my phone such as ePSXe. Which i was to find out that a lot of my time was wasted due to thoughts causing stress in my mind. But its soo good to enjoy those type of games on the phone due to the the touch screen.
It looks to be #AbolishTheMonarchy and yes I was up reading the reactions live from that interview while video editing until 3am last night and my god it was a big clear reminder of how a system works so backwardly— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 8, 2021
I found out today that even a 28 year old that's never smoked, never been drunk and never had sex will still have a critical illness of £15 per month up to 70 years old which only pays out £30,000 then life insurance of £10 a month on top. Which again only pays out £57k if I die— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 10, 2021
Yes for some that is very good value but for me, the do i spend £7,000+ over 30 years on a basis to maybe get up to £30,000 if i get a critical illness, the MAYBE is the key.
That kinda says to me and proves to me insurance is just a set of companies and sector I want to ignore and never deal with, but then again I'll have no choice but to deal with them in future and it's going to be a fucking nightmare— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 10, 2021
As this was going on it turns out both parents have had the AZ vaccine, my dad did have a num arm and no sider effects, but my mum was wiped out and felt crap on the day after and yes, it can be common for this to happen BUT with the luck I get it means it will cause damage to the business but the only thing I felt safer is to have the PFizer vaccine when its available but there is a chance there is a just get given one which could cause that day or even WEEK if it happens, which since there is no responsibility for any side effect if it occurs, it basically fucks things up and either publicly announce the business will close due to vaccine side effect for x days (which is pretty much the easy way out but could cause backlash and lose reputation, maybe more than refusing customers that could pretty much cause the business to be breaching rules like the FALSE report of the place being open back in Nov 2020) or wait until the vaccine that I have been told that has caused no side effects is in stock locally or in the mass vaccination which should then make it easier to continue as normal. Also Bonus points that i could have the AZ vaccine after cycling to the place then lose control of the bike and crash/faint and then be in hospital so then causes more damage than its worth, Yes I could take a bus but remember that time I nearly collapsed/fainted when on a bus due to an energy drink, that could happen with any vaccine too...
Also my mum had the vaccine and feels I'll after, another period that I've got to make sure it's not the AZ one I have or I have to make sure to plan to close work for 2 days due to the AZ, I think and know it's for to be Pfizer to go for , even if it means waiting until August— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 10, 2021
|The ring lights|
|It is quite tall in the end|
|Warm light selfies|
|Normal light selfies|
|That cool light.|
That night the wind was chaotic and typing the blogpost up didn't go as nice as I wanted it too, sadly the dog was being needy and wanting toilet and walkies and eating glass, but the carport pvc was actually banging the sides and the poles were loose which in the morning, it caused frustration and also made me feel no point to bother to go to the shop. So I didn't and aimed to get the blogpost finished as well as the start of the video editing in-between chores.
when the brtitsh wind last night caused a carport to detach and made the dog and cat not finally sleep until 3am this morning, then having to rush to get up to fix it, fuck— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 11, 2021
But this was also bad news that one of my friends from work had passed away, she was a lovely customer that said and felt like I was a son to her and even when lockdown started last year, I still made effect to make sure sure was ok but her illness sadly caused more pain overtime and even back in November, I went to bring flowers to her care home. She knew some truths I've not shared for a long time, maybe even ever, there was a level of trust and the last time I saw her was when I was dealing with the risk of having to move away which means further running to and from work which could end up being dangerous but also exhausting, so far that never happened. But it was the last thing me and her talked about, she did call me on the mobile a few times by accident, But the lockdown 2 and 3 means we still cant and well, its now too late. This was also time to go to work and have jeans off while video editing and turn the blanket as well as making bagel sandwiches too.
|The hoodie used as a leg blanket |
|The bagel, crisps and the cold baked beans from a few weeks ago not used .|
|Rosie n a derp state|
|The crispy seaweed with the extras |
|The shopping in Tesco including the mother days presents|
|More shopping in Lidl |
|Thw toasted sandwches for that lunch|
|Cycling in the dusk and dark sunset |
|Then goody bag to take with us,|
|The first plate of the Sunday afternoon tea . |