Well, this has been another HETIC mostly WORKING MONTH already and it's not even been like 3 weeks since the previous post was up, I feel things have gotten really out of control but at the same time, having to accept what I've done and also part of that might lead to something special or just end up being hurt which by the end of this post, will probably mention it then but This is going to be maybe deep or maybe not. But what happens from the planning here is where things will go or not.
We start on the January
It comes to the end of the month so much fast approaching and it was also a Twitter catchup from that previous post fo the most part now this comes to. But it was coming to the stress of hoping to wait to see if I get lucky with a reply from someone I got the just eat for her birthday Since that was a fair bit of time until she did reply to me. It was also the time to have a nice deal of 2 of these wall burrito slices which are nice and even cold they can have a zang to it.
|I got 2 of these in the end and ate both which was nicer than they might expect it to be|
But then it was also getting to catch up in work since it eas soon to start of ANOTHER full weekend of working was panic due to how some repairs were going to end up, which instead it was the case of having to book them in and heating the boxes up can make it so much more useful on that side of things.
|The tags and tape can make it so bad|
But as it approaches the weekend it was going to be one of those other iPad repairs to finally sort out, Or was it, no, wait it was a MacBook screen to change which I had to sort out for Saturday night. But it was also when someone was stealing pics for a rate my plate sort of thing.
little bugger cropped the watermark out https://t.co/Gh486xda4E— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 29, 2022
Which from that to get some relaxing and catching up done since it was coming up to the first day off in 2 weeks and it mean a shave was going to be needed and that means time to go live. Plus it means to get a wordle in since soon they would be purchased by the New York Times
A first full day off in 2 weeks and I do need a actual shave— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 30, 2022
Wordle 225 5/6— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 30, 2022
|The Roast from the Voting Tree|
Then it was coming to finally had the afternoon late to go home and then it was a case of walking the Dog on the moors like it was also going through some of the chats that mum was worried about with her family, potentially more chances at moving house which made it even work. But the wind was getting worse as well as then it was nice to see my sister's fiance's parents and have a catch up with them.
|The moors in the last weekend of the first month of 2022|
But then its time to relax on that sign of things and it was just to get some bits of testing other sorted and it means to be able to get games played and also to enjoy something a bit more mellow out and now I did manage to get a Dual sense to eventually get fixed, via some soldering, I had a working headphone jack for it which is useful for being able to feel comfy with playing it since it was also the hype of steam deck. This means the Steam link was well worth getting years ago now it's discontinued but it works fine for basics or so I thought, But fall guys was too laggy and also it was soon time to dive into other games with the dual sense which did not work for me. But the bath had a nice tone to it but was a bit of a cut for it from the shaving cut earlier. Plus PS Now was quite good, with the last guy.
|The Shaving with the cut in the bath.|
Also, fall guys are fun and not as intense as it seems, but even plays about the same on Pentium 6405u a MX350 laptop as it does an intel HD on a i5-7400— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 30, 2022
Now then, it goes to the last day of the month, my legs shaking, realising things were going to go worse and it was back to the normal time of work which was going to REALLY mess things up. Now It was about 4 visits to do and it ended up having one take longer since a failing HDD on a PC which I kid you not, was purchased as a gaming PC back in December 2020 and did NOT have ANY USB 3.0 Ports AT ALL. like its a 3rd gen intel board with 12GB RAM and a GTX 1050 which of course the Rift S does not work with it since USB 3.0 is needed.
Feeding Fever Feburary
i’m looking for something real, someone who can handle my appetite and attitude and enjoy having control over my weight
So I got a message from a girl in Brum / Midlands and she gave me her number pretty quickly so this might be a either too good to be true or actually might work out...— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 31, 2022
For tea tonight. Nandos smokey BBQ wraps, German salami, salad, Worcester sauce crisps , ham, Salad and mayo pic.twitter.com/FKp1OVBEDT— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 1, 2022
|Fallguys on the TV but laggy via steam link|
Also I still need to learn about how eating someone out works without using teeth if that makes sense— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 1, 2022
|The after work shop from co-op|
But this then lead me to finally start a video on how to make a coriander smoothie.
@omracer a #mini #omracerstotutorial on how to #make a #coriander #vitaminc #smoothie and #how it #tastes ♬ original sound - Mattie LT Marker
|The meal that night|
But then it was more interesting facts on how I got a message back from someone that didn't actually meet in the first week of august back in 2019 when something was arranged, but she remembers me chatting shit about her (calling her out for not meeting) but doesn't remember arranging something on that first week. After that week and the week of the fireworks, I did meet a mutual friend at the time and that story has been told a few times in small stages. So that was that. But that was also along the lines of Rosie
Also I got asked to feed online and then she will drive to see me for feeding irl when she fly's in from the states to see her family in the UK, I said I could not sort it until next week and the conversation disappears— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 1, 2022
|Rosie on a walk at 1am in the pissing rain|
But that and NFTs were starting to be a pain for the many as well. But the work and long hours were going to be for the next few weeks and I felt like it was self destruct mode, especially from showing to make the effort with this new lady in my life, and since I had late nights it means paying for this is going to be tough and some IOUs. But we can see what happens.
|Cycling in the Pitch Black |
|This looked Really good|
|The deals I got from Lidl on that night|
But then it was time to have a very light snack since it was 10pm by that time and well the doughnuts were the option and a toasted sandwich too.
|The Sandwich, Cookies and the Donut|
But then it was nearing the mid to end of the week and things were getting a bit more expensive, since work was getting stressful with soon phone repairs were off the charts of demand, orders for devices were going to hopefully be sorted and it just know I was going to deal with ALOT of things. Whiny kids wanting cables did not help either (oh wait, that was the week after) . But this plan I've dug myself into was going to maybe change what was to come on it. Plus getting the Paypal gifts take its time and well having to get one while playing Train Simulator from Exeter to Dawlish which plays 30FPS on the 6 Pro E5100 laptop
its been just under 4 weeks since going to start work in 2022 and it feels like I've burned myself out already.— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 4, 2022
and after video watching and replying to one work rep for some DLC codes 10 min ago of a game that is out today, I'll be off to attempt to sleep.— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 4, 2022
Also I was close to filming a vlog of getting the bits in lidl but will be back next week to overbuy coriander for more smoothies
|A bottle of water after finally getting the time to go out of the|
also its like 11 months to hopefully get a chance to have fast food with a girl (hopefully) and I did shout on a video that I knew this would feel a tricky new years resolution, but how doughy deep and I going to make this happen I have no clue— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 4, 2022
i mean one way could lead to risking to wait outside an apartment block for a meetup that might get forgotten about, another might be travelling 6 hours on a coach, sort of like I wanted to do that to make it feel special from what didn't work out in that way,— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 4, 2022
Now, this lead to also colder nights and days and to combat this, wearing a thermal shirt upside down was a good idea to see if it does make it warmer and it actually does. Also, another late night means missed
|The shirt and the belly|
|Leftover Indian takeout|
Then it comes to a weekend of sorrow and near loss of family and this was going to be the case of how it becomes for the family. Since from that night I got home, there was a phone call which nan could not get responsive and liked passed out, so in this case, it was the time to really work and parents went over there and I managed to get things going with working until 3am which was to get some things sorted.
Last night was another late night walk but this time was with the dog and cat pic.twitter.com/UyKXzdqrv9— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 6, 2022
Also tonight was a family emergency which actually was just over a year ago these started to happen , hence why I'm still up at 2am and finishing online work to pass some time before sleeping and then waking up to have to work tomorrow— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 6, 2022
Due to iPhones being so fucking difficult to repair as much as some say they are easy, why can't home button extensions be separate from an LCD for iPhone 7/8— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 6, 2022
|Finley in the little hole|
|The sunset with the lights|
|The Sky got really bright with the lights of the village above it|
Plus it's been nicer to chat to the girl from WhatsApp, though having to give in, it feels nice to have been told "I'm your feedee" plus it's Midlands distance to go if things do work out but probably won't happen and I'll be back to chasing imagination again— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 6, 2022
I was going to do a vlog on shopping in lidl and explain a bit of whats going on or whats happened the past few weeks but I kinda bought snacks yesterday so that's out of the question today...— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 7, 2022
|Horizon for the week of this post going up but like its was too big to bere in this location|
|The Chilli with fries on that night|
But as this evening was coming to a close, it was the case of my sister popping over announced which was nice and her week off was an I went to an event one day earlier since of her mindset with days off, but days off was going to be another week or so away. But this was going to lead to something else.
COVID Isolation Panic in reverse.
Waking up to find but the parents have COVID is not the best news, but how long my negative test lasts for which was taken this morning needs to be hopefull, but bought a sleeping bag to work if needs must be, but might help with getting work done with an all nighter— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 9, 2022
|The invite for valentines|
So it was going to end up a decision to go for the virtual date at miller and carter and that was going to be the tough part of things and whether this might be a ploy or if there might be a real spark. So she said it got booked for that day.
|Eating along and the Negative test well 2nd that day. |
But then it lead to more of the work online to take my mind off things and especially from what was soon to happen with my love life of some sort, it was going to be important to work to feel focused, and nervous about testing every morning until the next Monday since that is when their tests were going to end and cause things to make it work without catching it.
Being carful and negative in a LFT so far— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 10, 2022
Another working Weekend
Braving it at home, parents are staying away and windows open— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 11, 2022
|Leaving work by 8:50pm|
Then I got home and it was a nice leftover meal before risking bath, that parents have made which actually it was a choice to take the air in or feel uncosy without the bath, so I did a compromise on that, which then it was time to have a bath with a mask on.
|The leftover chicken curry with a ricecake|
|A mask selfie in the bath|
But then it was more chatting and time to go to sleep and then it was another day and more of the weekend to wor,m and wait for deliveries to happen. But it was more work to catch up with, visits to do and then it leads to more shopping plus thee heavy drizzle was to be occurring. But it does make it feel a bit easier to plan the excitement and also get some fragile bits of Eggs and even other parts that parents needed for their final few days of self-isolation.
|The mini shop from Tesco after a visit|
|The Saturday night meal|
Which it was then working and fapping until about 3am the mark and then it was another day of work since it's the 3rd Sunday in a Row to happen now. Which actually was pouring with rain, it was quiet and it was getting some of the fixes done, I was getting tempted to list stuff on amazon but due to the risk of the positive test, I didn't bother in the end. But it was then to finish the day at 3pm and time to walk/run home, thinking if tomorrow or Valentine was going to mess up and how things I was being stupid and making mistakes with this. But it was also the negative tests.
|The high river on the way home|
A Valentines Day with a close 8th date
|The Chocolate Almond Cake|
|Packing a GTX 1650 on the cycle home|
|Time to Cycle home|
Then I finally got home about the 5:30 mark and it was then time to have an early ta before it was time to sort out the date itself. Which was a nice bit of burgers and chips. But then it was time to catch up, get shaved and change since she did reply to me saying she was on her way to the steakhouse. But then she finally replied and it was the first pic of the night of a cocktail
Now we were a hope we could video call to make it feel more like a virtual date but sadly that did not happen due to battery and signal so its a shame, but that eagerness in my head was really anxious but shortly after that I saw the final meal of that date, some starters.
|The starters I think|
But eventually, it was then to type this yup and see how it goes, eventually, time passes and its 11pm and there was an attempt of a phone call but then no luck with calling backend it was the case of her TalkTalk router was down, So this was not looking lie it was to be what it was,. But that was pretty much it since the day after on Tuesday was the realisation things were just to be burned out and typing this up was the part of the pain from the delay on it. ALOT of people were getting shocked about the Selfie from Friday last week. Plus I found out the girl I used to feed is on Instagram with over 1,000 followers but she did let me follow her so that's a good sign I was not blocked, just ghosted