Tuesday, 26 May 2020

A Busy time of work and social distancing family catchups - Lockdown Stage 4

Well, things have been better than the earlier in the month, with things calming down and maybe apologies made which have been a sign of relieve and also time for videos that have been caught up, even with 2 videos and even lost cards as well. But for now, its time to really see how things have changed as 2 months of lockdown approaches.

Things get busy,

Sometimes that phrase has been a truth with myself quite recently and I will admit it has been. But with the world of work, it means I had to really keep in check with it all. This was also the time to learn you have to use the exercise to get to and from work to keep you in check, now for me I know like others, weight piles on and well actually that can be sorted when a routine was in place which actually was soon to be formed.  Especially as the chance to exercise to add many times as you like was to approach 2 days later and well things can finally happen.

It was also the time that Katie Hopkins was dissing Plymouth and also it was more of me on the binge of playing Age of Empires II Definitive edition which I also bought Chadders for her birthday since that was coming up in the week.

Things were more getting on the chance for work and well that is also the chance of me making amends with people even if it was just to make sure they were okay and even though it was from one last message which really makes things confusing on the end. Plus more walking at night and #dogwalkingwithomracer and parents too along with the Shopping.

But soon I had the time to get videos made and well it was time for walking on the moors and also a First BBQ since the weather has been lush too.

Since they have been overdue and it was nice to get them started. Especially now GTA V I got free from the Epic Games Store and that might be the first-ever chance get to play a 3D GTA Game properly.

Well, we soon realise it has been time to get the Waffle Maker reviews.  This was the start of what I can make now with the right food but I'll find out how it goes properly.

The Waffle Maker

Mini Yorkshire Doughnuts

Then it was time to get that bit added in and Also it was coming up to the anniversary of when I went up to London when my life changed for the better before I realised it, as I was starting to have the time of my life from more Coach journeys, running to Silverstone in a heatwave again and well the Dates with someone that made my heart flutter and well-learned of a lot of life lessons in the future from there and even now.

With that, it was also a blur on Saturday which I think I was catching up with someone and well it was just a day I zoned out, maybe work was tiring and customers exhausted me in between the video editing as well. Plus some sunsets when #dogwalkingwithomracer and mum were nice

Sadly I've had no luck with the condom and also it was memories in Oceana and Pryzm with typing things up. Which maybe when this is over, I can push myself with a night out, since well soon i was to possess an ultimate tracking tool which I ordered from Aliexpress.

But then it was time for the Amazfit Bip S which was the replacement for the mi Band 4, Not the fault of the Band 4 but the Redmi not 7 had such as Poort GPS it caused me little choice to but invest in the smartwatch.

The watch in the garden

How it shows in the sun

Amazing evening views
But as it was more work to be done and cycling and visits for nearly 10 hours 2 days after this review, it was well making me craving things and a feast was needed.

Those #dogwalkingwithomracer moments 

The Toasted Sandwiches

But as the weekend of the second bank Holiday was approaching, Time was not on my side especially after the 10 hour day and the day after i was getting exhausted which needed to relaxation time to keep it going for me. Sure it was a cheesecake to get for the growing lady but well maybe I'm a better feeder than I think i am sometimes.

The Bank Holiday Scorcher. 

Then it came to the Sunday and well it was more work colliding with family life as I had to go to my sisters to socially distance help out with Garden work and also a socially distances walk, with the love of Egg and bacon Pasties and some of the most amazing views, it made me feel maybe Saltash in a place to move if I get time to. 

the Drive 

The fake lilt and the egg bacon Tumeric pasty. 
As we caught up and chatted and weeds not guided on and pulled out, it was then time to go for the nice walk with everyone and well it was the walk of Forder and Churchtown which had some amazing views and well it just made me wish a few things which might happen one day. The views of the City of the ocean and even just going on train journeys soon too. 

The boats locked out 

the river to the viaduct 

How it looks in a 48mp camera

The estuary is amazing 

It's peaceful here for sure 

The Photosphere 360 camera attempt 

The mainline 
Eventually, by 4pm, We were on out way home after talking and more catching up, we had to drop off presents to a family member outside their house and one of the plants on a barn was full of Wasps and bees,e lovely to see but dangerous to be close as was, But then it was the drive home and family chatter knowing that a fiances' wife might not last long is a sad fact.

The wasps and the flowers

As we got home, it was soon time for another #dogwalkingwithomracer which was to the river Rosie loves now to get some nice cold in her to refresh her.

She loves the water 

A light tea, with half a burger, half a pasty, ham, salad and even Salad cream too. 

But as nights go to relax, with directly avoided since I'm a lazy shit, it was time to walk Rosie at night with an uncomfortable SLEEP but I did take some amazing night shots of Tavi again. 

The view of the Town 

Trees in the light blue sky 

Gardens look purple bright 

The roof shows off the contrast

Which then leads me to a day of a new video to be filmed and made on how to fit an SSD into a NUC and then later was to cycle to deliver and setup that NUC for a customer and cycle back to get some Saucy shopping too. which I mean with 2 different sauces and some BBQ bits for later on the week maybe. But since I had to order a new bank card, this was the way to make sure it worked and it did and kept in the budget on how much I had on there 

The Tesco Shop for £14.55

Well, that was it, mostly 2 weeks in may be done and now with Announcements of retail on 15th June opening, my time of lockdown is .....

oh wait, I left a premises and now can have a future with more time on what I want to do which means I have some things to catch up and really directly money to make before I can make my return Ot maybe things change and times move on, I don't know on the things to take since I don't want to go back to making myself there and limited on what I can do but at the same time, a new shop in this pandemic is a fucking stupid idea and its if people and even myself prove and act on what I say since that is how I burned out last year and Don't want to do that again this year, even though I did with Directly on the stage 2 part of lockdown.

The New Years Resolutions 

In all honesty, nothing has changed here, since well Travel is non for Staying and also sometimes is the reason to travel is that important and really I'm still saving up after the crazy times and dreams starting to come true with someone but others it has field like a game over or losing life every try, which well like anything if it gets like that, you walk away from it. So 

  • Finish KHIII - Not started gaming ones yes and its been nearly 6 months in 
  • Finish most of CTR - As above 
  • Stream more - This is above but doing better with new streaming equipment soon to review 
  • Have my 3rd kiss with someone special - Very might finger crossed this year if anyone 
  • Have a doughnuts date with at least 24 doughnuts involved -Maybe looking like a dream to me 
  • Have at least 3 holidays or weekends away - No way until lat year 
  • Make more videos non-food - This is improving in my own way 
  • Get back to YT partner - The watch views are much less still 

Well enjoy the start of June soon and well 2 weeks and we can see what drama and exhaustion from work I will face before having to catch up on accounts.


Monday, 11 May 2020

Saying Goodbye with feeling low while working in Lockdown - Stage 3

Well, its the next lot of rounds with lockdown and well actually still the same which is on day 70 ish. But we decent onto friendships falling apart and mostly working to the point of things not being done I wanted to get done.

First, we realised its been 2 years since Seeing chadders and also exploring London before my first ever speed dating event.  which does make things so scarry on how time goes by.

Which that was one crazy weekend in my life even though by that time I was exhausted on that afternoon and needed.

But it was also coming to the stage of working more often with Directly really having some hard troubles and on top of that was also real-life customers having to be more wanting me around which is fine since sometimes you need to make the effort in one way or another. Lidl pasties were amazing actually, especially when govern cooked too.

But then it was really back to realising abut the messages, Now let's just be clear, this happened to 2 good friends of mine and this started since December when actually things were deeper and more important for me than ever and disappearing troll accounts are just fucking lame and deserved a cough on them, but this was 2 happening in the month of Decem ber then it was once every 2 months.

On top of that along with the Fake Paypal made, it was also some very confidential messages that were tapping to me at the time of things no one even knew about which I did check on passwords and all but nothing appeared suspicious. Also at the time, there were Several catfish going around as well.
Now with nothing that can be done and at the time, I kept quiet to not call any attention out to the friends that had it/

Well, I and some people started Digging to find out but well sadly it did not give me any good hope on it and even had to question the chance of the stood up in November might never have happened at all, and was waiting in Euston for no reason.

This did make me fall into just feeling like what's the point of getting up, well low mood and well feeling like if things go wrong in another place then why bother to keep going since I was that low and it does hurt.

But sure all I can do is keep some normal bits going so rustlers was a nice mixed meal as well.

The Rustlers Chocolate Cake burger 

But then it was a sunny day and work to be done so a shopping vlog on the cards as well as #dogwalkingwithomracer in fields that people kick off  about using (1 day later)

A selfie 

The nice bits in lidl 

More side bits like frozen fruit 

This was a nice way to keep up with the Vlogs in a small way and actually, part of that ended up to an omracer Reviews on the Mint Apple Drink,  IT was nice to film on the tripod I will admit, but that was with my Luck hoping to change from the bad turn withholding in my hand a 4 leaver clover after my mum fo8und one the day before.

The 4 Leaf Clover

Tymbark Apple Mint 

That lid 

mems in the lid 

But that was then the weekend out of the way and time to work on things, From quoting movies to watching some of the animated batman while working on questions when it's like 1am since replies cannot be left out 

But well it was nearing a new moth in the future of uncertainty and hope for meeting in others. Which to start of that week with a smoothie and also Finely being a boss and getting birds in his mouse-like a boss

The smoothie 

That evil boss look 


But then we end the month with more plans of those Instagram gibberish and well as Captain Morore cheers  100 years old, I was working my butt off and working with delivery and fitting printers for customers as well But it leads to another shopping too. The Printer too much longer than I expected ti to and it did stress me out but I got there in the end on a Saturday afternoon 

Deliveries to do 

More Lidl shopping 

Tesco for some of the tea that night and cat food 

But also a girl from feabie I follow on twitch actually moved to Plymouth which is interesting, to say the least but well no good thing will be coming from that just yet. Plans to shave were underway and sometimes headaches were happening from knowing. Plus mini snacks and cake mix for breakfast and attempting to bath the cat did not go well

But after mixed sandwichs and also apologising to S for everything thats happened to her over the past few months when she was going through the tough time of things. But there was a hope it would head but as i soon to find out, it was not the case and well the words were Goodbye as well as good luck with all the scammers that kept wanting to make effort with me but actually don't since only one girl really made the effort with me last year and she knows how amazing she is and how things have turned out.

The end-all of a 3-year online friendship had to fade, maybe a time I was ever introduced to voice notes and also well maybe the only Phone calls i've had this year of just chats. Sadly no hard feelings due to the friendship were full of drama which I'm sorry things turned out the way they did.

But then it was mostly working online the rest of those days which was a day of delivery since some customer did purchase some headsets and mousemats. So I topped up on the Stealth range of headsets from suppliers. But that was after a nice time to ger some flowers and deliver to outside my grandparent's house.

Finely being the grumps

Farm shops and plants

The Stealth headsets
Then it was still working and actually then dealing with VE day, where actually it was working for visits, like 3 and also cycling on roads i've never tried before which was quite nice but the weather was that humid vibe with a bit of soaking rain. But some neighbours in the street had bunting but for me was mostly working since 2 people to sort out, one with video conversion issues on a vista laptop and a casual lesson with customers socially apart.

I also caught up to chat to someone special and our memories of going Creams I cannot wait to take her again, then again maybe there is hope somewhere special with how I and she have been through since December. Plus Zara asks for food on the same day as this like she just messages me a week ago asking if i was not single like I said to her i was not single since November and then just messages me 6 months later out of the blue But shes happy for me I found someone.

The weather was amazing as that lesson ended and the cycle back was good but realising later on the bearing was the way out was a risk. But for now, until Sunday, I was surviving. Especially with a more cold shop at Lidl.

The shop in Lidl

Empty Streets

In all honesty, its been a weird blue these past 2 weeks have been one of those blue moments and realising how I was in places longer than I should have, realising that you still have to question moments just because I have to realise that if someone says they exist they do even with little proof. But we have to just move on and walk on without closure except someone actually gives you that for the first in 10 years.

But now it's back to time of working and Bank Holiday is over, Directly fixed money stopping bug, Work delays got sorted today and still waiting for other customers to get back and hopefully soon some free time to get videos made and the accounts for 2019/2020 sorted.

I'll catch up in 2 weeks to see how the world is fairing, Especially now some travel restrictions are relaxed, things will be better and well maybe more vlogs to cycle about. I've always wanted to do a video from Tavi to Oke one day.

see you soon