Thursday 23 February 2023

I really don't know how to start 2023

 Well it's 2023 and the nights are going to pull out, the events are going to be scary and maybe a lot of things will change as my life turns 30, perhaps a 30-year-old virgin might be an actual event to realise. It might break down in shakes, might be knocked over and also might be moving out, things are unsure. But this was led to see how this makes sense and What my first days of 2023 will end with ups snd downs. So I have more goals to plan out, texts to build up and also seeing how things might play out this year to also that shit I've left things last minute, it's going to be an interesting January for sure. 


The first week. 

So it begins with New Year's Day and to be fair we can skip most of that since I was editing for pretty much the entire day of the music video. The celebrations of the year were calmer this time and Not much of using the phone and also seeing the views outside to see how it fairs. But spirits were ok but mum and I agreed it will be a shit year, though she has the there are ups well of course with the Sister having some bump bride moments.

The celebration and Fireworks on TV 




The views outside 





So. to be fair I ended up fapping from 5-6 am and then getting up and having breakfast to then deal with it, the time was tricky and the music was quite simple but that took a lot of effort and the gfuel was not kicking in like it used to, but I've not had much of it for at least 2  months.

Trying G-Fuel Black on the middle of the night 






But then it was hearing the sad news of grandparents getting worse and not feeling very well, Nan was feeling very much worse which was going to cause some things down the line, the story on where this leads. But this gave me most of the day to Edit, which did not help my hornmones were on a mega high and also was getting a bit sleepy from overdoing the gfuel too early or not enough. But it eventually lead me to get a trailer partly sorted. 









The First meal of the day of the Ham, Mayo, Onion and crunchynut Sandwich 



But then it was carrying on and still caining more of the video, then it leads to the chance of being able to finish but it worked in the end Since I finally had some tea which was nice and not too heavy. 

The mixed meat and rice and cool mint sauce 


But it then leads to finally getting the video ready in the organising of the composition, like the timings were nearly off towards the end and I was starting to fall asleep, But eventually, I was starting to add the text and things but sadly I got to the stage that I slept with the light on and laptop on and Dad woke me up at 5am. So I crashed out while I was video editing so fuck on that. But ah well. 

I woke up around the 10 to nearly 11am mark and then another breakfast, it was also the time to finally get the rest of the video sorted. But it was nice to feel a slight bit of recovery, like having to sort out a breakfast which again was a nice bit of ham onion and mayo toasted sandwich. 

The onion mayo ham Toasted sandwich 



So That was nice to wake up to and then get the video sorted, As I finally was getting the video to render, It was time to see the decorations go down and this was showing the end of another festive period. But it was the first weekend after the new year. 



The Tree being taken down and floor cleaning 





Then it was time to get the chance to have lunch which felt like it was a late Christmas one with a ham and cranberry sandwich with the new roast chicken crisps from lidl. So it leads to getting that done and enjoying. 

The Ham Cranberry Toasted Sancwiches and Roast chicken crisps 


Then it was to be an afternoon walk around the road to calstock, even seeing a train pass on the day after new years day, then to actually get to plan out some things on the bike since of the pedal breaking off and luckily being given a new bolt to screw in and borrowing the allen key to do this, which in turn lead to a cycle in the near dimpsy dusk, but the pedal stayed on and the battery was working as it should be. Then again the chain came off when stopping by the Petrol Station on the main road. 



the PEdal fitted on 




A dusk view of the valley 


As I got back around the 4:30 mark, it was nice to make sure I was ok and also parents were soon to get back after another evening trip to put nan to bed. But as chatting on feabie was getting intense and also getting the vouchers to the last few people, It felt right to feel like this was a nice relaxing non pressure start to the new year. Alas, shit is always going to be that issue for me. 

But it was back to work the next day and well I was expecting the busy choase to appear for sure and I was glad I did;t take a week off unlike January 2022, but the issue with that is 1 year exact to that since a FULL week OFF WORK. So burnout will be a thing for 2023 in my eyes too. 

The Second Week


As it goes and loads, work was back to normal, of actually well, it started out with one visit in the morning and then getting to the fact of having to deal with the job after job and client after client but a 6th PS5 was sold that day, But it was that and still talking and end up getting the chance for flirting, but then it was the key to run to the usual way to get home, which was just enough run to get home on the bus. The £2 fee was normal and then it was an aim to then get to have a look at some things, but some reduced deals to get from co-op like the doughnuts and santa cookies but Oat milk for £0.30 is a peng deal. 

The donuts, Santa cookies, Oat milk and French stick 


But then it was to go for the chance to finally start to catch up on what was to be done and I Found out that it was getting to crunch time with Limitless kicking me off the program when focusing on the blog post for the 3 weeks before the end of 2022, so I'll have to reach out to get that sorted out, especially as it will be needed for what Choices I'll have to make this year. But chats were still going and it was time to just keep focusing. 


Then it comes to Wednesday when more work was to be done and things were going to feel like I never stopped, and well it was going to be that case of another visit to sort out. But that was not the case since it turns out to get this iPad was repaired, a customer ended up paying after a visit 2 months later, but then after talking and the phone working I got it finally to leave and rush to get the bus and well it fucking left so I had to get the bere alston bus then to run home. 


The selfie on the bus home 








Crispy Kale and BBQ Pringles 



So it then comes to another day and it was also realising the accounts were to be started off, sure it was getting the texts to sort that and it was going to get things sorted but ala it was going to be tough to fit it all in.  But it was another part of me then to deal with. Instead we go to the fact of getting to visit nan and help her go to bed since there was a customer visit nearby theirs.  

The selfie when driving 



But then it was to get home and more bits to catch up  on and in that turns out to be the case of getting the accounts sorted but it was getting to be the case of the time to run home, Since well it comes to more and more. But it was also soon to be chatting to more and a few anime's on netflix which works out to be interesting, from the start of some app that leads to superpowers to anon mask being related to angels.  But then it leads to the Friday, it leads to another day of work and having to help out with then leading to more of that long visit, which to that, it had to be the case of the running home again, this time it was dry. 

Blurred Running before the hill


But then with accounts being done, flirting on feabie and also music to listen to, time was fleeting,  it felt like I was catching up and work was getting stranger but also the case of being able to get time to myself depending on how it was going, like to be fair it has felt like a blur. 



 Since it was that autopilot mode. It was going to feel a bit better soon or hopefully but it was also the time where it was going to end up a shave and haircut since mum was complaining about the hair and in the winter when its worse is the hassle. but it lead to having a Chinese on top of bringing home some muffin goodies from Co-op on the bus home, Since it was still in full strikes and 20 years olds getting high which leads to bad habits again. But with a new desert place like Creams opening in the Barcode, this could be a potential date idea for that future 








With this i was finally going to be able to finally make some effort and also keep it in line with my mind and coping with how i was going to be worried.





The noodles and the blueberry muffins 



The selfie which is part of the moods 




For a Chinese takeout of £35.20 the year first. Crispy shredded beef, crispy seaweed, sweet n sour battered chicken balls, chips, duck in plum sauce and prawn crackers 





But it was then leading to the Sunday,  which actually was a more toned day of rain and also it was time to get the bike cleaned and sorted. Like the plan was very close to getting the bike mount sorted out for a potential review but I didn't want to risk it. This was the time to also get to enjoy a double rainbow. 




The attempted bereal to clean the bike 




The prep to clean the Skechers 




This rainbow 




and from another angle of the rainbow 


But it then lead to news to pan out the monday , which was the start of the first space flight in the uk as a test for orbit and well it was going to be one to enjoy, however it goes to the normal day of having to get back to routine.

The 3rd Week 


Its Monday and this was going to be a hectic one and nerves with if the Bike was going to work out since of the incident previously with the bike pedal. But that was then the visit back in its muddy prime with some chance of this being able to continue on, but it felt right to finally get back to it, But it was soon to cycle back up in the dark home before having a nice stir-fry to prepare the body for a cold explore later on. 

The beef stir fry, ham, egg bacon pie and ketchup 


Which then it was organising things until it was soon time to pack up the tripod and then it was time for all 3 of us to drive to kit hill, this was also in some wind and minimal fog, but this leads to having to try to move a bit of street furniture if i recall. But the shame story of the flight that never happened 






The view of Cornwall from Kit Hill 




A Clear view of the fog 




The Sign of the view of the big city. 





The View of the cornish town below


But then it was the case of getting home and even with more chats with a 20 year old getting high and more vegan hunger of the Gee coming in, like it was fair and chatter was on and off  various times but there was some excitement but soon it would be time it faded. But it was nice to enjoy some toast before flirting and bed. 

The toast and the syurp for a midnight snack. 
                                                                        





and this was more to get accounts really cained up and this was the part where I was actually close to the accounts to  finally get that tax return sorted out, but the numbers were gong over the threshold so it means I might need some advice and help on it and £149 later Tax Scouts was asked and let a freelance sort of help out. The results of that I would find out soon enough on that. But it was also telling my grandad the truth on that day with the fact i need to sort therapy out before the sister has her wedding and the child. That and my hormones are still getting over the top lastly and talking to ladies of the past that chances I never had. Which even the chance to start a project to make the bond stronger and softer so to speak.  But it was always the risk of life being the same. 



Another be real from the bus



The lunch on wednesday 




The Be real of running home again 




But with this, it just felt more of the same, work was getting on and on. But it was cartoons to catch up with while it was the week of bookkeeping, since little did i see it was going to be alot of snow going about, plus mums plan for caring for nan and grandad was starting to fade a bit, the shakes and burning was getting a more common occurrence, which its that blur of long nights to work things out. But it was soon to deal with the nights being colder and actually being home before mum was and lead to getting the dog walked on various paths. 


A Bereal while working 



More dark pictures 




Chilli with Bread and even honey pretzels 



But it leads to more chatting, filing and anime, but it was also the time of having new friends try to work and they bring food in for things to enjoy. I was planning to finally crack open the chance to get a video done but alas things don't always go the way it wants to and in between that was also the chance to get this realisation that carers were going to let down family so it was up to ours to sort it out. Especially as it was on that weekend too. 

The Gifted Donut and Sausage Rolls




Sunday morning breakfast of a sweet chilli crunch chocco nussa toasted sandwich 


But that Sunday was to get to plan while parents had to handle a family emergency and also the chance to walk Rosie when it was raining but due to the rain and taking her to the field, it poured some more, even with a 7-month hosepipe ban STILL IN EFFECT. But the field near the rifle always is a nice place to let off Rosie's energy. The train was heard, which reminds me that I need to travel on that for dates or other things at the same time. This was also the time the Rainbow was coming out. 

A selfie when walking Rosie 


But then it was going to be more of the same, but it was going to the point of soon it was to deal with another visit to grandads, which was actually a reminder on how shit life was going to be in the coming month Since when mum was putting nan to bed, it was being reminded how exciting it is to hear with the marriage and the expecting and my legs were shaking, and with grandad sadly getting the memory repetition side, it was hearing this multiple times and it makes me feel actually nervous going as later on i would have to go. But with the therapist i was trying to plan to book, it was actually needed to sort something out and I even mentioned February in the email and low and behold that it looks like that will be skipped since time is flying by 

At the end of the evening an Email to sort 


But then it leads to yet another week and it feels more of the same but it was also the coping with the wet roads and the start to finalise that tax season part. Which for me is going to have to be a case of future stress in the end. But I'll have to come to that when it comes to it. Instead, we, come to yet another week which then will come to the confusing but expected part of this year. With Snow appearing and the first time to finally deal with choices on that week. 


The 4th Week 

As it leads to passing with the middle of the month, things were going to be hectic and starting to also feel a sign of taking things easier at work at least, well except it was going to be a matter of time before things were not, but take the moment in of actually getting lifts home with mum even with that risk of being to prepare to listen to the repeats of the wedding and the pregnancy and like I said on Sunday to grandad "I need to talk to someone about it" and when I say to mum " I'll need to sort things out before then" then have it just shrugged off later on. But, this week of dreams on the wedding day was going to happen., thats the week after. 

For now,  though it was mini potatoes and the story about the weather to deal with and how climate change really is a thing, but that mini potato was nice to have as well as the fish. 

The fish, potato balls and pretzels too



This makes the chance for day to be happy and I was soon to be dealing with new challenges, so this first challenge was to be the ideal of the weather. So work that day was a cancellation on the visit but as one falls another pops up and well this was going as smoothly. Once work finished, my I and the friend walked back to the square, It was the walk/run to that customer's, it was only down the road as it was thought to be. Now it was to go back to editing roots I used to use many years ago with Nero 6. 

 2.5 hours later It was finishing off, but well, it was 19:40 and I walked out, the road was white and it was a BLIZZARD and with Skechers on, it was time for a 1.1-hour run home. But this was how things were even worse, the hill was good for crease lane but as I was going down, it was time to face the ice. and BOY I was feeling it, I got down and in the pitch black and I slipped, fell flat on my bum and it was enough that I bruised my elbow, But the only way home was on the road so small steps on the flat part of crease lane to the crossroads was the key for this to carry on. So I did and it was a bit slippy but up the hill, I went and the puddle was still at the fucking top, so that means It was to walk in the puddle and really feel the feet in a cold ocean I mean cough of the muddy puddles from flooding. 

After that, it was run on the road and it the time to turn to the right to go the horn of plenty route the ice was mostly better here and so, it was time to pass it before the rush down the road and managed it with occasion one end of the lane to the other. But it was nearing the woodlands and always the slip road gets the iciest, but not as bad as the month before when I ran up on a Saturday morning, sexting with a girl that month while she was hungover from her high escapade the night before.  





The selfie passing the horn of plenty 


Things were going to be a bit easier but I made it up the hills and then finally got tea sorted from what mum cooked for me, this was around the 9:15 to 9:20pm mark. So it was then time to actually get the meal eaten which breaded meat is actually lush albeit crunchy when not piping hot. 




Getting home to nuggets, chocco nusaa and wedges  



But that leads to actually more shit of having to hear about various things sure there was a chance of delaying accounts and also it was the case of being able to have to cope. But we then woke up to the reminds of the ice and it was the case of another bus to deal with, the chance with it going to be late, But with luck and ANOTHER slip on the ice with the Skechers, I made it and then it was the wait for the bus. But it was a surprise that the school was closed as far as some know. 


The blue dawn and the white roads 


As that bus was there, it got me to work for the £3 return as it normally does. Life sort of continues but it was then being dropped a Mcdonald's burger from a friend like this was rare and it was nice to finally taste that patty again, even if he literally walked in from a sleeting storm after college, but hearing his catering tales from #crappycityplym gave me the reality of things never really change. 

The Maccies burger and leftover fries 

But then it was more working and then the bus home to then pop up to co-op to get some little bits which were for a future meal, the reduced section there has some chores to it and it was the time and ideals before my mouth was really going to feel the burn. 




The dip and noodles for £0.70 or so 





As this time passed and I got home, with non one in it was time to get Rosie walked as the night was in and she was wagging to go. So it was that view of the city when passing the graveyard.  This made me really want to go on a roof and watch time pass by with the lights and the dusk to maybe dawn which the last time I did was 9 fucking years ago for that birthday. 



Pitch black 




The clear sky and the glow of the city 




The lack of colour and the night blow 


But then it was time to go home and that tea was to be there, with mum getting back later due to family parts and it was leading to more and by more, it was time for another fish and chips. 

The Fishcakes and chips from the fish and chippy across the road 




But things change and it was more online to continue with work since it was the final few days before getting those accounts done, well actually I ended up submitting the forms for the Tax and that will bite me in the future for that to be fair.  But it was also then the Friday after halfway of the month so it means it's that done and the weather wa starting to dry out. Plus another match on FB dating I never got the confidence to message back also releasing that I need to plan out some of the #omracerreviews for this quarter too. 






The facebook match 






So these are some of the ideas for #omracerreviews in the coming weeks. Enjoy of what you want to see first 




But then it turns out things were being planed and impulses were getting quite big and also it was leading to make some mistakes but the shop was also planning to have a impluse buy of a new bookcase. So it was some planning required and a marketplace message to a guy that owned the bunkers garage, so with that in mind and a good chance of cancelled home visits, it was time to organise and move the cabinets around. So that was to finally get things prepared. Screws and Screwdrivers to help and also moving the bookcase which was purchased over 2 years ago. But it was then finally ready for the saturday. 



the gap of the new bookcase will be the next day 


But that was then the usual rush to the bus since I've been lucky that time to not miss it due to home visits minus the first day of that week wen the blizzard hit. 


A run up the hill after the bus 

Which in turn was then to get the sack truck prepared while parents were at naans but that is why i can prepare, since £20 for this was a bargain and soon i would get more comfy than I paid for. But flirting and the chance to catch up with online work and it was also preparing to find the sacktruck for the other day. Turns out I had to hide it under the bed for that day and make it a bit easier for the book case to go in that place. 


Saturday came along which then it was time to get up and run to the bus, Yes with the sacktruck in the rucksack and bungeed up. Which It was very close of having to run down the hill and on the way to work (Thats a possible chance more of that would happen next week). but instead a work neighbour before moving dropped me in with his car and we chatted about various phones and bits. 



The Wait at the bus stop with this sacktruck in a rucksack

I eventually got in and it was time to start to prepare things and clean up that little but more, sure a friend decided to hang out and this helped when it was preparing the time to finally get the bookcase hauled down for the £20 of purchasing it. But in the end that causes for a sausage roll for a gifted lunch.




The sausage roll

 But then it was the afternoon of making sure the cabinet was moved so the bookcase was going to fit and after a bit of time in the evening and accounts sorted semi, it was also time to call it quits and go home, which I managed to sort some bits out, but alas things were not going to go as smoothly on the monday. 



The bookcase in the shop




Bits to tidy up



But as the saying goes, something or other, waiting for a Bus and running in the rain to get th bus back was an almost near miss. 



the wait for the bus


As things were home, I finally got time to relax on part of it. But this weekend was going to be the one to finally feed a celebrity and see how lovely her eyes really are too as well as get to possibly make her a big fan or actually apologise for saying that to her with a double dozen from krispy Kreme. This and also a nice toasted sandwich. 


The smoothie 




But this was  a nice double dozen which could have some chance to make it up to a biggest fan in a sense, but the click and collect option was going to be a miss, so instead it was to be then chosen of just sending the funds out. But that was done while shaving then it was time to go to a local holiday park. 

So we driver there to Honicombe and it was a nice outskirts of the building but the inside was cosy, warm and also quite had its holiday park charm but with a old fashioned charm. But with a gift card i got my parents back in October, we managed to enjoy a bit and then I had a 3 meat road, but saw blood in the beef.  But I could only manage one plate. 

The carvery  



But that leads into it, we enjoyed that and then walked around the park while being on snap to chat since I finally got it working the way i liked it, but it also reflecting on how things were seemingly ok for now but will get worse soon. 

The pond covered up

But then we drove home and got prepared to eventually go for a stroll down a old road, which was nice and farm lanes are always around here. But we made our way to a garden centre which mum's friend runs and works at, which was nice. The Lemon cake was the similar recipe as the one used back in August last year which was heavy. But eventually  the cake arrived and it was nice along with the biscoff slice mum or dad gave me. 

The afternoon tea in the nurseries 

So then it was another steep hill and gossip was  talking on parts of this. But alas things have to come to their senses and all endings are starting to go haywire, things were not looking easy to cope with and the times will come for the choices to be made but not for me or even about me but about other members in the family. 

But then coming home to get this started and continued on the post and also the chance to prepare for another full blown week and also a lot of tidying, this was also the first opportunity to get things sorted and that meant that bookshelf/case made up and loaded. 

So we really have to think this is now the final week of January approaching, Full week anyway, things were getting tense and soon I would be in the big stress of shit as normal at this point. But work is how things cope.  But then it was grandparents to look after and then a late hot spicy noodle tea which this BBQ stuff was REALLY spicy for some reason, not sure why. 

The noodles for tea 





The Final Week of January. 


So here we go, we start out with semi normality,  like we go on to have a word of work and get the first client sorted out, but then since it wads supposed to be quiet, i ended up like having to shuffle and work out what to do, since it was going to finally make a vlog out of .....whoops i had calls and also visit 2 extra people so that lead to less time and then by getting in the shop by 3pm which lead 1.5 hours to finally get some filming and tidying up was the plan. But nope, I wanted to make sure I was semi prepared and that will involve even buying mdf board and hurting my hands. 


The seflie before filming 

So it then leads to nearing the 5pm mark and again it comes down to another lift with mum since she insisted on picking me up with the bike, so that causes a long delay for things and i'll regret it, but it was then another chat with grandad and this was where shakes keep happening when he kept talking about sisters wedding and child since it kepe the anxiety right and high. 

Eventually we left and then it was some burgers like chicken ones but this was the fun part of how it was so hot from the air fryer my mouth burned, like it a MASSIVE sore from at least1 week from this not actually kidding, it made eating HARD, but rushed mistakes and all. 

The Chicken hash brown burger with popchips and salad 



Ok, so this now feels a blur from the rest of the month, it was so much happening from chats, working and a lot of bus rides since visits had dried up for a nice short time, the accounts were HMRC dated aka thats been sorted and also its having to have friends working in and jump at me about jobs still, that and a lot of Pokémon chatter and reminding on task delegation. But the weather was starting to really dry up from the snow the past week before. 

The seflie wating for the bus 



The light is getting brighter near the times now 





But it was as the time Gee not speaking much now which was a sort of saving but as one goes another comes in.  Which ends up making it vibe of semi normality, especially with  the endgame of accounts done and it gets thats tough part of working for late visits and soon would be a relaxing time .  There was catchup with someone special too but that was going to be the usual. As food was still hard to eat due to the burned inside other the mouth so the amount of food eaten, had to be reduced and it was even some ice cubes needed, since it was going to be agony for the next two weeks at least.

But time passed, work was done and it was also the time to carry on running home as well as making tea, since it was for a change to have in that air. But it leads to the point that soon visits were actually easing off  so rides on the bus were there. But it was the mix of fried chicken and a bombay mix curry that did well for me :) 

More cold antics in the shop in the morning 




The bombay mix curry with fried chicken, 


But that was from parents being out for a bit more and it was going to be meaning to get things organised and also it was not long until the house was going to be warmer and also more time to well actually i dont even know. But it was soon to be the weekend to finally get things sorted,  and you know what that  was going to mean. But sure the luck of managing to get the bus in is pretty normal life on autopilot as well.




 Another long day at work including a hour run home and the chance of having to sort out an hour or so longer to get back home But also it was learning on how nice the run from work to home were and it has their hills but it ha the view for sure. The bridge always gets busy sometimes at night and legs are getting used to the aspect of well the skies and the lights from the car lamps. 


The bereal on the dark farm lanes





That little shake makes this a blurry bit of glow 


But as things go, it sometimes leads to a late dinner which I was soon to find out this was about the the normal for me as well to make sure things were going that work But this late night food eventually catch up but even with the mouth still being sore, I managed to carry on eating at this point, the move of the tonged for it to to which the ulcer in the mouth.





The meal from friday night. Chicken, Chive Pretzels, salad, carrots and sweet chilli, 


Bit alas it leads to another Saturday and a fap then rush to the bus means I missed the bus and that means a sweat and semi cold 1 hour 10 minute mark. I don't even remember much of this run but I do know is that there was dry for the part of it and it was not the way to finally learn to get to the shop quickly. Sure the keys were with me and soon I would end up losing something less important for a while even as type this up weeks later too. 





The bereal on the way in 1 hour later than my journey started off


But as things go, visits were going to happen after work and that was where that time off mantra can not happen for a fair while yet. But it was done and managed to get a bus home that night for the start of another day which would be a cardboard cleanout of the shop.  This of course meant it was going to be a long day ahead and more waking up early.

But we got in the shop by about 9:00 and then it was a small parking near the coffee place that's not costa. But then it was making sure the cardboard was moved out and this was in the terms. But eventually, we got the things out and then it was a term of getting it sort of costa smoothie was nice but I forgot some bits up and made it a haul over of some bits later. 


A mango passionfruit costa smoothie 






It then leads to the facts of getting a nice roast, before it was time to finally get the chance to sort the paperwork out while my grandparents got sorted out. For it was nice to finally finish another anime series, though using the sites is not as good on smarty as others, but really for £20 pm after a £140 inc antenna and router, it does the job.


A nice ham toasted sandwich snack 




The sausages as well as the gravy and Roast potatoes 



A Box of paperwork to file away for hours on end 


So this is how goes, times it takes time to get things sorted, it was hours but it was overdue, especially with semi-tax season underway which was that releif. But it was then to finally keep going. But we have to leave it for the while and then to be the case of something I cant even remember, butr FF was getting some chat which nevcer got that before. But alasss it was a money to get a meet maybe in there. Eventually though it was tiume for a night mini tea of leftovers. 





The leftover meals 


So it ends up of the final week for January and this is where this post will soon end., 

The Final week of January 


Well this is where things end and things were close to repeating the same mistakes. But we continue on it  with more Cycling and it was meant to be a vlog to talk about the past month, but sadly that came to pass and I ended up having a shit day which lead to alot of mistakes and the peadal came off the bike, so that was going to be one long day. But it was acutally getting to the part of vist after visit and I don't even remember, since it was just a busy blur. 

The selfie as i got up on the monday 


But trhen it was getting back to work and soon Feburary was going tobe more painful and exhausting but it was also the time of the good dry crisp weather so that made running home nicer, but it was aslso the case of mistakes but also getting to know more girls too. But it was leading to mistakes. But it was autopilot. 


The Night sky with the cars 




The night gettiung home from Homus, chive pretzels, wedges, salad and chicken bites


But that leads to the end of the 1st month of 2023 and it was goiing to be a tough year to cope.  Warnings might have not had been headed, it also turns out that content might be weaker this year, but next month was equipment from the past to return and reviews to start to film.