Well after this, it turns to being the second part of the blogpost, since even typing it up can be some of the chance to really see how it goes. But as the last half of the year is about to prove how scary things are going to be and this is the start of those moments.
Also I tried to book the vaccine appointment via the phone a second time Saturday afternoon (3rd July) (1st was on the day I filmed the vlog of trying to book it at local GP, which they said to call at later date to book for August 2nd) and Ajay answered...— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 4, 2021
|Progress with the wardrobe and the narrower shelf|
|The monitor, game shelf and Rosie by the Door|
|A Look at the wardrobe|
And people call me a nonce for having chocolate spread with curry, is that really with getting lawyers involved for them to make a quick buck. Also that organiser will use that £35k to pay for the legal fees anyway, so sucks to then who did the sympathetic gofundme https://t.co/SwSk2MbUUs— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 4, 2021
also finally got the vaccine booked, turns out its a walk in at home park for Pifzer on the first week in august. Saves me having to get a bus to get a train to get a 1hour 35 minute run inc past a theme park to a business park and then same distance back— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 7, 2021
i can now, before i had to get the 1 to train station then to exeter centrl ten to dyson or topsham then 1 hour 35 run to greendale business park— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 7, 2021
Nope, i mean the last cuddle i had cost me £170 and that was almost 4 years ago https://t.co/Xcf6BIwXp7— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 7, 2021
Nope, i mean the last cuddle i had cost me £170 and that was almost 4 years ago https://t.co/Xcf6BIwXp7— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 7, 2021
Ribena carton and reduced hot sausage roll https://t.co/0PgkRTcaIn— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 9, 2021
|The Toasted sandwich for brunch too./|
|Mum baked some of the rainbow cookies |
Well it's penalties, it's seems like that's all the chance of coming home we might have had, please stay safe in London tonight if we lose or even if we have a miracle— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 11, 2021
Well things never had with fate, it did not come home, let's stay safe and back to normal life yet again— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 11, 2021
One player that did the best he could and it's going to be tough for him and respect for him and these comments are just vile in emoji form https://t.co/gcqbNP6DE3— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 11, 2021
Also I got a #free #usbdrive (ok 2GB) and some #gener8 stickers thanks to #gener8ads after using it for a year. since sharing links doesn't work, using the browser eventually let me be able to claim rewards. But will decent stuff appear there or will it just run out in minutes pic.twitter.com/21bVyzyFSe— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) June 12, 2021
Also RT this for a chance to win a #digital #tastecard of up to 6 months, winner will be #announced on 20th July aka my 12th #twitterversary. You must be following me and able to accept DMs. You will need the #tastecard app to use it— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 15, 2021
|The after 1st stage of dying the hair|
|The Selfie before heading off |
But it was then to finally end the day with a bath and the warning of the #freedumbday ahead of me, well luckily for me it was just a quiet day of working and testing that change of a new way to get around. But for now it was those moments of reflection and plan on the twitterversary giveaway.,
I never watched a full episode of either of these two shows in my life https://t.co/Z2xdGbK3FD— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 18, 2021
Well its #freedumbday or #freedomday But for me i'll #WearAMask probably until next year. But for me nothing much changes minus work and saving up for when i can have free time to travel for something special. But today is another morning routine for work, so i'll catch up later— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 19, 2021
The Tastecard giveaway does end tonight and winners announced tomorrow, seems like only 5 entered so its not going to be alot to pick from..... Also vlog of how i dyed my hair and some things i've been feeling coming up later today too...— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 19, 2021
|The cycle ride|
|The 1050 in its box from even 5 years ago, still working|
|The very spicy meal|
|The view from the car park|
|The apple mango j20 and the box of Dad's jacket|
|The main course|
|The orange tart|
|The Tortilla with the crisps|
|The mix of shopping for £11.08|
|The chicken curry with the cajun rice and other bits|
From last night. Spicy chicken korma, salad, curry rice, donor kebab pringles, crunchy nut and burger sauce pic.twitter.com/u0qvFarSlG— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 8, 2021
. But this was also the time of incels hitting close to home. This was a shocker and made me realise that i'm only a few years away from being to accpet I'm going to end up an Incel to, like I am already and older than J and I've felt like cracking, sure the red pill is a hard to swallow one but its noe ones fault. I'll end up feeling that its just going to be me, sure as i Tytpe this that realisation is going to be closer but for then, there was a glimmer of hop it could be.e But that incel took it out on the world ands it shows how things get too tough feel surving is ok and help is not going to be given but has to be earned, which entitlement is not to work out and sometimes the future is to cheat some system to finally know what to have happen.
Well, plymouth is in some turmoil, Stay safe if your near keyham, i mean i've not been around there since 2017/2018— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 12, 2021
and this week and next week is going to be fuing chaotic and i think its more to...why did work get a voicemail at 10:18pm, I'm regretting the last week of taking the vaccine from the past non stop catchup, going to be a long week more to go .— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 12, 2021
This was then to continue with work and that was from various works to even making sure i could even manage to use deep freeze as a well of am anti sweat gel. Plus this is where the iPad repairs can be caused of more issues from having to babysit this kid.
First, it ends up that babysitting some ramdom under 13 year old on a day I needed to focus causes problems. Especially when he keeps asking for free bits too— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 15, 2021
But there was meant to be a vlog for the Fireworks and I'm still debating to see if I go for that, but we will see, well even if its just 1 day instead of both— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 15, 2021
Also i've been quiet this past week especially with the news of what happened only 15 miles away, and that was a 23 year old virgin, I was meant to start a consultation with someone regarding this but work gets in the way and its going to be risk to close the shop up for an hour— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 15, 2021
and this was the way that appointment that I booked for maybe sorting me out was to be out of the way. I had to actually cancel it due to a last minute. But before that, the weekend was for a tradition of the 1940s weekend which was my first days off since having the jab, which has not happeend for the past 2 years. this was probably the last time we had taken nan out for a day out with the family since of her wheelchair needs were getting about the same but slightly worse with the mental side of things. But we took the back road to get to the RAF Harrowbeer. the car park was packed on both the aerodrome borders and the grass car park from the tea rooms, we managed to get a disabled car park due to the wheel chair and then we got out and walked around.
|The view from the car|
As we walked around I had to push nan sitting in the wheelchair, she giggled and enjoyed herself, I was struggling a little bit to take pics as well, There was alot more military exhibitions than other years, the Aircraft this year was not there but the engine was. It was also announced the flyby was cancelled due to the bad weather which actually was fair, since it was soon to rain later on.
|The camp and the crowds|
As we left to pass the classic cars and then get some walkers snacks for £1.50, it was time to drop the granparents back home and we have a nice afternoon tea to complete the day. It was some dogshit in the car from when grandad stepped in some butr once cleanred off, it was nice to enjoy this time.
There was a nice amount of food and bakeries needed is making the right things happen. This is how we then go to the next part of a cycle all the way to Princetown, which the e-bike was the help until the battery is out which that was just after Pork hill, which was ok but that hill is steep as hell to get up and this was going to be that case of planning out so much. But this princetown visit was just to checking a network more than any check but we will be back there in the future.
|Cycling on the Road|
Then t was time to get the visit sorted of the second one, this was a stressful one due to the issues of the way of Soundcards being bigger ha its bracket so it made the Palit Bracket a nightmare. 2 hours later, I was on my way to the big one, to Princetown, for this visit which the battery pretty much faded out by the time I got to pork hill, which the views were still good, even with the clouds.
|The cloudy views on the moors|
While that was done, the end of the visit was done and time to head home to then have omlettes to keep me going too. Things were just feeling a bit more on edge and to be fair that was then back to a long day and this was then the day I was supposed to close to have it, I'm glad I emailed but i did mention I would not get time to look at it until January. Maybe even that would not be the case, but I'll ask how that goes. There were some emails to ask since I got told that bath salts help the muscles butr not sure how it helps the penis. But the answer to that was vague and confused me in all honesty.
|The first of the late night meals,|
Things were just going crazy, with more of the visits at night as the evenings were pulling slowly bur surely and even getting to milton coombe and leaving and cycling in the dark which later on gets more and more prevelant in that side of things.
|The Sky getting dimpsy and dark as I cycled past crapstone|
Now this is what happens when you hjave appointments and work take moments on that that you can have some extras that go with the later curries after that long day and maybe thats going to be the time to catch up, this was also the check of the Fireworks champtionship which I skipped it for this year. Which Maybe thats a hindsigh of being safe to not get covid but at the same time, still not seeing anyone outside of work and family was starting to take its toll but what and I would end up just better off from working and using water for lucnh.
For lunch on Wednesday and today( Thursday) a bottle of orange and peach water pic.twitter.com/zPTsHuZzIj— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) August 19, 2021
|The tidying up and the bits to put up |
|It gets more like a shoip |
|Now it feels proper |
Then it was the first day oopen after another LONG day of visits causing the delay and Even then was to be having to carry on with it and that meant it was to close a bit longer on tuesday and still cause the delays this was happening with customer.
|The selfie when its done|
This taught me more on how to saw mdf panel which was toing to be used to make it easier to work with the screen in front of the backwindow and it did screwthere and has made things easier the past few months.
|The sawing for the wall |
And then it was also a time to go to get a gift in the wednesday morning for dad as a thank you, since thaty can make him feel appreciated of the past work too, A box of ales always helps him out.
|The Lidl box |
As it turns out, it wasd then nice to order something from Bits while being able ot work, this is one of those nice programs and since bits helped me get the right password via the help of their discord, I was in, but this review potential was then gifted to someone special even if this was the start of maybe learning this was going to be the end of that.
|The new item for a omracerreviews|
This makes itr that weekend of the bank Holiday and catching up, whic hthis time it was time to enjoy a trip to looe with the family, especially as something was to make me wish I was not the plus one, but this was luckily the 4 of us. From asking about Kool aid to even getting even the little mini gifts and a duck race too, the weather was amazing and felt like summer was at its peak. Plus some Shopping in morrisons and Cafe nero is a good place to get drinks too. Bowling I wish i could have done but its not bad for the £10 value
|The road to my sisters |
|Parking in the Quay carpark |
|The sausage and chips with a fanta |
|a replacement phone grips|
|The Pint of lime and lemonade |
|The Oreo Brownie|
|A Duck Rae |
Then it was the time to head home after dropping my sister off and then it was then final 2 days of the year, But work was to catch up and soon to have some time off to myself. but this was also the time to finally have that chance to really anaylse how things work for the BPD, those boners per day. Especially as it was times to look at more porn and memories of the past did raise the counter up that. But it was all to be up and down as the emotions were kicking in and soon I had to really work and do too many things to have time to fap.
This was then time to head off into the Autum and the freedom mix the winter of truth and hurt and also the incoming of fucked up suppliers.
|Passing via the tunal |
|The road between yelveeton and clearbook |
|The gate I've not been for a fair bit of time|
|This is then the time of passing the Estover Carriagwway part |
|Made it to the place I've got to be to |
Once that was done it was time to cycle toTesco to Pick up some shopping of both the chance with work and some food bits, like Firesticks were sueful but the Kit Headsets were not as good.
|The George with the memories of that pub|
|The twizzers and the burger sauce |
Afte that it was time to go to find the next Home visit before paying money in and then a cycle back to more visits. The lemondade drink from the PRemier in Horrabridge was well worththat shot, even when it was going to be a long time to go before I get the chance to go home, which was just that exhausting action to it.
|Parking At Horrabridge|
|The cheap energy drink |
AS I finally finoshed for the evening, it was time to cycle back to Lidl to get some things or at least check it out, the skies at night were nice for this part too.
|Lidl in the Evening|
Then it was back ot that nornmal last few days of being able to work as normal and have to nor worry about chores on top and this lead to some gifts of some leftover crackling which does not taste nice of the gooey inside.
|The leftover Pork cracking I got given from a customer |
|Raspberries and some Golden curry cubes|
|More bits at Tesco |
But it was feeling like discussions were having and also preparing for the first weekend in September and it was going to be a bit of the worry side. But it was that exciting momentI might be able to get filming done for the new month and Katsu curry was soon to be knwn as too much flavour for me to have aka an overdose. But for now it was that final weekend before the parents would be off for their annual holiday. But this was nice to have that summer late walk on the moors with the leat and Rosie. Smoothies were a help for me as well.
|The Smoothie to begin with |
|The pony in the leat |
But this can prep me for the future of being able to have soon to have my first 21 weeks to myself not since the Feburary on how family were having to be away. But this starts off with the start of the Tour of Britian which was luckily on a day I had to take some gfuel in stock and also well it was a Monday.So this means a chance to use the tripod in public yet again .
|The selfie before filming and while dogwalking |
|The banner |
|The roundabout blocked up |
|The bikes appearing on the rode|
|The more cycles passing the roundabout |
well, tonight is nice to finally drin gfuel again and actually one sachet of sour cherry at 8pm is a good way to get an all nighter planned— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) September 11, 2021
|The way it was delivered|
|The laying of the plates|
|The meal on the plate|
Also is katsu Churros a good idea for a video or has it been done before ?— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) September 12, 2021
But then it comes to the first full week by myself and having to juggle work and things about, now it was theat case of the normal one visit and then back to the shop to get the amazong parcels sorted out and to know that this can help for the cash in maybe the long run, but that was not looking to hopeful from the stock that was getting delayed big time. This then lead to getting the Katsu curry video filmed.
|A Selfie before cooking it|
|The gfuel which was going to help me|
|Toasted Sandwiches with a bit of extra to go with it|
But then it was going to be the start of the video editing and that means also breaks in the middle of the night to see why it does not work out. But those breaks do help with the bonding between the dog and cat. Especially when it's at night as well.
|The dog sniffing the cats butt |
|The cat and dog outside the door|
|The leftover with some added hash browns and hoisin sauce as well as garlic bread|
|The shows the tears of the trainer|
|The Taco shells and the Catfood too|
Then it was nice to have more cuppa soup and extra things too.
|The soup with Onion rings and Taco Shells|
|The Rice, as well as the frikadellen, toasted sandwiches.|
But we then go back to when they arrived, things were lookin up, sure a takeout for when they retuern was nice and costa was well deserved for that as we got towards that reward of getting some clips to de stress me since hormones were wild a bit on that side too, Evne with nothuing happening in real life. But some gifs like new trainers which were going to be needed as well as a nice cat shortbread biscuit tin was there too. Plus this
The vlog was eventually uplooaded ansd some Tiktoks shared from it too. But then it was to relax indoors for the suinday they came back and this was in turn the in between to what normally would be a busy time for the vlogging but since that got cancelled it was gettign lackuster of freedom and the burtnout was going to show more and more over this time, this was the other tiem of realsing that stock arrived in abfuck me it was OVERDUE and caused a big crash in finances which was needed to save up for the Christams season and thast in itself is a pain in the as.
The last Weekend and wee of septemtber was nice to see from Pizza at the o2 hearing to be good and my hair was getting flakey and lumpt from either stress or something but also from the salt was helping in some ways since a bot of the advice was less burning than what it used to be. There was a part of it which made me realise there was alot to be understood. But it was also a time to finally have a chance to get some new gifts for the end of the months now this was for grandad's birthday and it itwas nice to sometimes check on what WH smiths sometimes offer. So it was that to then get some of that and a nice cashbox was for it. This was at the same time for FIFA 22 coming out, especially as it was nearing the anniversary of the shop being open for 1 yeae (Well 8 months due to the lockdown months)
|The copies of FIFA|
|a Cashbox and tape, well the present and some to wrap presents and amazon bits in future|
Then it was coming to the final day of the month and well that was it, it was now living into the hard times and well with variants fading for the time being, it was a safer bet and restrictions are not to be used just yet unlike 1 year ago.
But then we head into that month.
This weekend was past the anniversary of when I decided to just force my own life back to some normality well for the next 2 years from now at least. But after long hours, maybe bad choices, false allegation— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 3, 2021
And focusing on people that have been there for me, no matter how far, 1 jab and cancelled appointments later, I'm still around and soon to get back to doing 3 things in a equal manner— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 3, 2021
The shopping from Tesco and lidl makes some good sense and maybe i've still got the clab claws somewhere and the drinks and more of the Yo sushi sauce is very nice, I mean Tesco is having some of the branding bits from lots of places I've been wanting to go when I travel.
Yesterday was nice though eating 8 cupcakes yesterday can be a bit much and today is a gfuel needed day of 2 visits and amazon and trying to get to the post office at the same time as not getting soaked— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 4, 2021
So most of the big socials are seeming to be down, I say this as I type up on another platform while also watching videos on another platform which so far has not had reports. it seems like this is coincidental, from rumours of IP addresses removed, whistle-blowers and win 11— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 4, 2021
This goes for the nothing and well it was also the release of Farcry 6 while work was to be getting trickier and even the chance to have the nice sausge rool while posting more items and it was that limbo what could be a very strange affair. The vitamin C tablets in orange flavour were turning very meh as well.
Then on Monday was a £13.74. from £1.39 of lemon cake icing, £1.49 for crab claws, £0.49 each for lemonade cans and even £0.99 of vitamin C tablets pic.twitter.com/C6o5Tj16PE— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 8, 2021
Then a £9.13 shop in Tesco, with £3.50 for vitamin d magnesium liquid , £2.10 for frozen fruit, £0.88 for onion rings, £0.85 for Chinese 5 spice and then £0.50 for the marinades powder and yakatoi sauce pic.twitter.com/zUK9guHSo6— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 8, 2021
sausage rolls to work neighbors making little balls made with cheese but without realizing I allergic to it and having to spit out most of what bite i had of it.
|Lunch after a visit of emergency on how to setup a Hotspot on a iPhone|
|The balls made of cheese with more cheese inside|
But it was the coming up to the second weekend of October and normaly this is the preparing before Goose Fair and the vlogs it provides, but one good thing is that Windows 11 was finally released for the public as well. So that is important and this was going to take time, plus even with the bike that needed to be cleaned too. But eventualy most of these chores were sorted in that date, But it was also the final timeto try to except the hdd board at some point but then we continue on with a cold to cope on with, so that means we have alot of the vitamin c to take and this was going to be that time that later was ALOT of tablets to take ....
|The Bike after cleaning|
Sometimes its important to get this done since performance is key and to be fair, I did get a deal with a 1TB Nvme SSD which reflecting on that I should have put back in instead of the 128GB from that clevo laptop back in June, but even as a boot drive is is fucking quick.
|The PC before cleaning|
|A look inside the headsink|
|Even the PSU needed a good clean |
But evetnaulyl that was sorted and well I would be ready to continue with things next week for events like goose fair, especially as Windows 11 was now installed on all 3, even with the Desktop not being compataible on the official side. But it was running and work was ready to be used, for it. Like Windows 11 Pro on 2 devices, 11 Home on another. But there would be a vlog later on due to that goose Fair....not really.
Now I did get offered to book the second jab but I could not due to how buisy things were being and supplier releases on that week as well, so that was to be cancelled, but it was also the time to deal with the day of goose fair and it was finally a nice blue sky and felt nice to finally take some time to talk on video after work, especially when going past a old router I'm closer to now.But thbis was after being shouted at by a customer who insisted on wanting me to visit her at no cost to her but luckily was not a painful cost to me.
Also a deaf 80 year shouting at me saying you sound like a girl on the phone just makes me feel exhausted, + works bank had card fraud the 5th time this year last week, especially when a £3k bull is to be paid end of month inc stock that didn't arrive yet when ordered 3 wks ago— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 11, 2021
But part of me is so glad I cancelled a potential second jab I could of had today since it would of been 1 customer delayed plus more jobs to push back and also I have cardboard my height to run down with— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 12, 2021
|Outside the shop on the Wednesdayu |
|The View when filming|
But as that came to a close, it was finding the time to work online as well as getting this editing to make sense as well as soon there was a reports of a mini fair to be on saturday, which Did make things wonder, but this was also the final weekend to myself of the whole year to be fair. Which that was then goping to be good but sadly a custoemr waas demanding a repair for the one monday I had off and means I had to work until 6pm on that due to a surface pro 7 screen cracking and that was going to bealot of cleaning out that screen. Then it was a quick vlog on what I missed out of this event of the mini goose fair. Eventually it was done and time to walk rosie and work all night mostly after.
|Scraping Glass off|
|The view of the Town|
After this I pretty much worked until 4:30 am, walked the dog until 4:55 then went to bed and slept until 10am and woke up after a long fap— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 17, 2021
But then it was time to get that vlog up from the day and the first sunday off to myself in over 3 weeks but this time no relations to vist now. But before that it was time to get some hair dyed but adding some gfuel from it.
|The huge egg bacon chilli burger sandwiches with salad and more fried bits|
|Changing the hair dye|
|It did not make a change|
Then when it was the evening and chores done before digging in to the review, this was time to get it shown on how useful the shadowcast was to be.
|The Shadowcast in its glory|
|The PS TV with the Shadowcast|
So that was then to be editing and hiopefuly was to be getting up over the night but sadly fate has other plans since this monday was a day off from being to my regular customers on that monday, So that ends up being the start of the end of the battery, from having to run to work to get this Surfasce collected, even with the £10 fee I started for work for people that tell me to open up or just interrupt me on the mondays. So it was then to cycle to bere alston for a visit and this was the weather of something soaking and this was the start to show the the bikles battery was dying on me, even now its ever been the same since this, eventually I got to nans and the parents picked me and the bike up from there.
|The FOG was intense on the way to nans after|
This was also the seson to go to warm soups for the cold weather as well. Since it was to warm up form the sockaing wet clothes even with soaked socked to the point of losing my socks in the rain even the shoes is out of it.
|The soup and the snacks to dip it in|
But Phone and suppliers were getting actually messed up. Like when I had to re-order things and even then still diud not turn out *cough*Galaxy A12*Cough*. But it was the time of more working and more coffe breaks far away to help with, Late nights mean casserole and ceral as well as when it comes to the final weekend in October, even with some aldi shoppin away on the friday before.
|The bottle of water |
|Casserole and weetabix minis are the highlights |
But the video was finally done on the Sunday after which ws nice to relax once that has been done.
|The Colselaw Ginger biscuit sub|
But the next monday day afer was another day of maybe quiet visits until texts not going though so that means visit after visit and then a trip to lidl on that gets some more food and sauces too. Especialyl as it was American week according to lidl plus and that meant son e nice ideas such as Cashew butter and spicy chicken wings. Oh and those lemonade ibreria cans are PENG and an addiction for sure. Plus chicken noodle soup for £0.50 is really good when mixed in with tomato soup.
|The £16.61 load out from lidl|
So it trhen leads to the final few days, now to be fair, its also the sign of neasrly coming up to as year since lockdown 2 which for me was a sign of fright and false accusations back then, but now there was going to be more anxiety on my mind. From the last video of the year now nearly finished befor the music video and the christmas vlogs it was one month I pushed myself too much. Now while this was going on, I started getting into Rock's Diamonds which is a mobile sort of port of the Boulder Dash game from years back, so there was some chill time in small bits to help me just escape it.Even wit hthe rain gushing form one of the 3 storms for the rest of the year.
From a £1 deal in central. £0.50 for chicken noodle soup and £0.50 for super noodles pic.twitter.com/3lfgSHm21I— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 31, 2021
|The water gushing from the car park|
|A chicken noodle tomato soy sauce curry powder soup with more dipping bits|
Weekends were happening at work due the chance of Series X's to arrive in which soon it will be more consoles to sell, and since of this, it means that I could not have the time to even work on myself or even maybe work online sometimes. This was also the halloweeen wekeend to then cut some panel out of the Stands from April for me to then use as power for those booths in the new and 2022 year. Plus more LFTs to be done which can help with that confident side to make sure I'm clean , its also told the shjorted wabs are not for both nose and throat but just the nose. Lesson leanred from others that BOTH the nose and Thorat need to be done, even with a sore throat symptom.
|The leftover indian takeout which was really nice but goes straight through in a short time after, not sure why on the spice side.|
|The result. |
|The Sawed main socket|
|The Sausage Roll, donuts and Fanta|
For tonight. Hellfire chilli sausages, pork, chilli roast potatoes, kale, wholegrain mustard and gravy pic.twitter.com/I0YponyAgP— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) October 31, 2021
But with that, it was having to deal with a tummy being a bit funny from the Side of things. But this was the first full weekday since the clocks changed back, But this was going to be 2 months, until a fair bit of safety and also alot of working until I feel like I drop or even the chance that I could die from covid, if catching it on a single jab with not being cafeful is the general census. And to be fair, That as been VERY lucky to not catch it thus far, especiall with a variant named after lur's race was to appear in the mix this year.
|The Views of Tavi from Pork Hill|
|The views of Plymouth|
|When using Gcam the night |
|Then it leads to the view of the mast|
|Showing it with the Bike in view|
But that was then another visit after this so it was a long time of pouring showers on the cycle back to that visit before going home, since phones are so fucking hard to get back then and I'll need to have a serious chat with my rep in 2022 for the future of how this has scarred it but credit is how it goes for that too. But Work was getting busy and with the Fireworks soon to happen (Not since of the rain plus COVID) and it was also the next stage with
My other rep for selling VANguard which activsion were going to be in hot water but for then it was not midning since some leftover tropical drink and visits were not as in a hetic state for this too. Plus it was coming to hopefully have a monday off soon due to regualrs having time off and their calls do get intense for the most part. But it ws more to try to have more crispy kale as well . Plus it was time to get the ice lollies thst mum likes while shes on her slimming world diet.
|The tropical drink with the leftover drizzle slize my mum got in |
|The mix of diet food and some favourites |
|Shopping in spar while on the way back from deliviers |
But then it was the weekend of the fireworks and to be fair was going to be the final weekend I had to myself before 3 weeks of non stop work. From consoles to sell over them and even being scared to the point I need a crystal which that one from when mum bought me was to help, TLDR, it did not t all. But a rule abot cleaning Airbnbs are important as well.
|The nice mix of Cereal, with Coronation Chicken filler too.|
Yep, Clean the place as you went into it, Heck i got a decent rating from how clean i left it when i had my second Holiday, 3rd Holiday i even emptied the bin and taken it to the trash before running to get a gift card on the way to the tube station to then get back to the coach https://t.co/FmgoIO9I1t— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) November 7, 2021
This was then run to a sunday of going to see family but taking my dad's dad at the same time ans this was alot of NEGATIVITY from him and it was that making me scared of if i end up being alone regardless of age and it makes me scared to change the future of that..
|The night views over the town|
Since its on rom horrabidge, it wss the way home and even passing y mum when she was looking around too but that hartley's is a really nice craving and actually very juicy too.
Also from feelings last night, I think working non stop has been a way to escape alot of feelings from emptiness to knowing it will be goodbye to family in the future and also something else but I can't even answer myself that thought let alone ask what I need to— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) November 8, 2021
But then it was coming to the week of more releases such as Forza Horizon 5 coming out, the national news was focusing on things locally such as BBC news outside the shop while work's neighbours were being interviewed, right when I come back from going to the toilet. But also mum was asking about advent calwenders and Lidl had some of the Lindt ones, which lindt reminds me of when a Big cutie stil blocked me from what some shitty maccies works said to her on twitter years back.But Tesco had some and visits means I'm near there anyway.
|Forza Horizon 5|
|The shopping from Tesco|
|Chinese curries with some of the rice muffin extras |
As time passed, it was also comeing up to Armistice day after curied Chips to be had, and this was when SSDs are dying and Transcend has some buggy firmware to deal with. Espcially this was also suggest to get some CBD oil which was payment for a Wifi issue with a BT router from Milagro, but well i've yet to try it and I want to not try it but maybe Soon things will have to make me try it, also it nie to see some Pizza ordered as well as nandos the day after.
|The CBD oil i got given |
|Crunchie Spread with Chip shop curry fries|
Plus some cupcake company I want to explore more since some £6's of cupcakes were really good. This works with waking up in the morning on sunday to then help Grandad out since nan could struggle to get out of bed. But then it leads to how stramge Zoom meetings on and how even casting the meetng does not transmit the sound for it . But nan was having some sign of the dog called bo, a stuffed mini therapy item.
|Bo with the choccoa nussa Buns|
|The zoom service casted on the TV|
But after that it leads to more things to take a step back to reflect on the scary part of this future, which actually a clean air walk to kit hill, this just makes the air clear and also makes me wish i could take someone up here when we talk, but I'll leanr that wont happen for years to come or maybe if ever.
|More of the views from north of Kit Hill|
|You can see the skyline from this side|
But this was then to wake up to go to work for a monday of a long time and cycling inthe dark, only 3 visits but things have to happen and I'm scared lights and batteries could pack up, but they did not. The road to lydford is not a easy one at the best of times. But gfuel and the starting of the Rasperry vitamin C was going to be a LONG time of overdosing on them to take my mind off the hearbreak I was soon to face (Not family).
|The drink of gfuel and raspberry|
|Getting past lydford and before the other side of the Gorge car park|
This then lead to me getting home around the 8pm mark, since the last time I mamaged to get night pics was only 2 weeks from back then. But it was nice to see the sky and some stars, but then itwas more late ights and things, since from now it was non stop work until the 1st week of december, since of black friday deals to appear which oh days this was going to be expensive, and soon it was the case of Card provider reps trying to pressure me to take it.
|The Sky views as I was leaving|
|The chili with burger sauce, chicken, curry loaf, roast potatoes and crunchie spread|
As we come to the stages before releases nearly end and deals begin, there was a few more plans to uphold and this was meaning long nights and a cold to deal with from that nasty wind coming about. Plus it was the time of the christmas lights to finally say what was to happen. From Pokemon arriving to the nice big more american leftover shop in ldi labout to happen as well for that nice corndogs was yet to finally have weeks later.
Plus the pasty works with the chilli.
|The Pasty with chilli |
|another shop from the ideas for christmas to even some peanuts which are really ncie too. |
|This robin also decided to visit the shop and peek about as well |
|Pokemon of both formats |
Especially as this weekend was the chance for the PS5s to finally come in stock after nothing since April and it was not going to be a bad way to shift it, but the fuirst time this year to get a Paypal Working Capital loan for the 5th time, which I've not had one after the scandal from the fake email used, but £4000 is done and then it was ready to be getting that ordfered without any stress or maybe some worries to appear. That night was ok and it was another until 7pm opening for the shop. There was some deals and some china place was nice as well as more mcdonalds to catch up with.
|The assmebly of another storage container which will be ideal for switch |
|The Row in work getting glowed up|
|The lights still waiting outside the row |
But This was also the time my stress and worries left me to consult a potential school for love and to see if that could help me but my chicken shit ass always gets s still nervous and worried about it. But there was a suggestion to use the XL condoms from Trojan which I'll have to try to understand more with the year ahear, maybe therapy is the main way to sort things out. But for now it weas nice to get games installed on the 6 Pro even if it will be a fair time before I could play some games, and to be fair, its been not much on that side even with the PS plus for a year which I did not get much into, just for the "free" games really. But it was nice to get some of the blue ice gfuel in a bottlel someone left in the shop randomly.
|The Gfuel in a bottle |
|The Switch section now sorted. |
I also forgot to mention that I was guided to try to see the Trojan Ribbed Max condoms from a potential therapist I got in contact with last week....— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) November 19, 2021
Then we continue for the next day, it was also a day I did not has as many visits to sort and was time to question what the future holds for me and what to do, this was on the 2 year anniversary of when I last i had time to spend with someone that made me happen and did change my life so much more. Especially as we did talk and she did try to help me even though I did not tell the whole truth back then and I'll bring it up on what choice i need to make in the future and it will hurt me. Plus it really was losing my drive and maybe I'll have to have to work on that next year.
Two years ago was something special and the last time I saw someone special to me. But I'm going to make sure i get to do that again next year— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) November 19, 2021
From Friday night. A mix of 2 chilli's, salad, sweet chill hula hoops puff, honey puffs and burger sauce pic.twitter.com/dJoILPeZqC— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) November 22, 2021
To reflect on this news I wanted to take a breather to look at hte sky and reflect on what to do.
|The Views with the sun |
|A View of the moors towards the rest of the uk|
|The Sauces |
|Downloading games for the future|
|The chicken pie when i got home|
|The Christmas tree was up|
|The urban dictonairy meaning|
|The sandwich filler and the cookies ice cream sticks|
For tonight. Vegetable chilli, sausage roll, roast beef monster claws, Mexican rice, chicken bacon sandwich filler, sausage roll, lime pickle and soy sauce pic.twitter.com/UvIJ3DnA6n— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 1, 2021
|The sandwiches plus the ham and extras|
|The pasty and drink|
|The Items from the Tesco shop on the way home|
Then it was when I came home, turns out parents had ordered an indian takeout and that meat was incredible to try some onion bhaji and also it was the time to enjoy the spice but it was the lamb balti that becomes my fave.
|The indian takeout on the Saturday night|
|Spraying the Bike|
|The Maxsun Graphics Cards |
|The mast and the skies |
|Food and the reward with the combinged peanut butter cup |
So far this week its been mostly working in bits and pieces, even trying to book second jab for the first week of jan and yet again the surgery couldn't book 3 weeks in advance. Also used the 119 and got told to call next week, when things repeated, just hang up— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 10, 2021
But soon its going to be the #reviewoftheyear blogpost to start typing, 1 month a night from next week to make sure I have enough time..— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 10, 2021
Also the vitamin tablets have been working better than it seems, not a funny tummy and alot more energy at night with 3 a day taken, 1 morning, 2 evening— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 10, 2021
Well also today I started to fill in the form to change GPs, then after filling it, page went blank (with and without gener8) enabled so guess it's having to sort that out on top on how busy next week might be— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 12, 2021
|Plus some lunch too |
But here we go, then it was the final 2 weeks, some clips purchased from a new euroopean model and life felt in that lingo when from online work, beinging netflix and even getting the posts typed up but i had pushed it to the sidelines. We start from a ginger cat trespassing at 2:30, Alsi shopping and then it was just work aftert work before dealing with fly bits on both this and food for the week ahead.
Monday was the last day for visits outside of Tavi ...well regular ones ... pic.twitter.com/rBr1FruoDC— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 17, 2021
So 2:30 last night and I hear cats scrapping, in the hallway, a ginger cat climbed in through the window and Finley tore some fur from that other intruding cat, he was alert for that next 10 minutes and tried to go outside. But then he purred and slept on the table— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 13, 2021
And Monday nigntmare of fly bites for the past 2 days, shaving it tends to help pic.twitter.com/jqKy2RybMY— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) December 17, 2021
|Fish and chips and noodles with salad |
|The Bundle from lidl|
|The Series X to sell |
|The queen |
|The leftover lunch|
|A cycle to a place that I didnt get to go in (the same i went over as week ago) |
|The place to finally have the jab or not |
|not shaved and not doing the relaxed vibe |