So its been 2 weeks nearly since the vaccine, with on and off with stress and anxiety from having to catch up with work, a possible upcoming therapy starting and also well some on and off chest pains from the all of those events.
But Eventually I'll explain some of this in more detail when the time is right, but this week, is the chance to work and realize how things have been shit from it. But well after working and having stress to deal with for the days after, From a chest pain from running to a customer's house on the first day back to work, from even dealing with warranty jobs, laptops to order and even missing parts while having to babysit a fucking kid who just asks for free shit really. But with some things, some are lucky to just sleep all day.
|Finely getting to sleep more than others|
There has been the chance to finally catch up with things . The main highlights i'll be honest are:
- I've had to cancel the therapist consultation I was meant to have due to work getting demanding on Tuesday 17th.
- I've just felt i'm going into autopilot to catch up on things
- I've learned that Deep freeze actually helps with the issues of sweating on the back and armpits, yes the smell is there but it does help
- Part of me feels I've done nothing good and a lot of pressure has been on me
- One of the things I've done has been luckily to keep mee feeling sane
- Also Boners per Day is back and on a average its been about 5 per day so far
|The Back of one hand|
|The back of the other hand|
Then it leads to the Saturday which was quieter and also still overcoming the possible stress of the future, with incel rage and culture and the stereotype of the adult virgin not by choice in the spotlight for a bad reason of all things of a horrific tragedy it was best to not focus on that and sure it makes me feel not average or normal, but in all honesty, I'm in a better position than I have been in the past, fuck if you told me back 10 years ago I would end up having my first kiss, 7 dates and still made a positive impact to some peoples life, I would have told you it was a joke there. But here we are.
But as things go, the last day before the first day off of the past week, and it was a lonnng day, a whopping 3 visits and getting back nearly by 8pm. But that was then time for more work since parents were out to walk Rosie too. This meant a nice weeatbix burger as well as a ham sandwich before parents came back and then it was a Chinese chicken curry with salad for after.
|The bun and the burger with chocolate weetbix|
|The Chicken curry from Home Bargains which was really nice|
Then it comes to the Sunday. Which actually was back to the life of the 1940s for harrowbeer again, this was their 80th anniversary and My grandadad wanted to go, It was also nice to spend time with hime since this time next year, he might not be with us with any things how it can go.
The Sunday of 1940s and Taking it easy.
|Rosie in the car|
So, we parked to the moors and then decided to get out and walk her, it was only a quick walk since the weather was spitty and also the phone call soon later was to decide on the fate of what was to be known of this day, So we were planning to go to lidl to get an afternoon tea after the harrowbeer event. But as we were driving to lidl for getting things and there was a call from grandad, which was was unsure of going, which I shouted on how there could be a way for him to go without upset. But he was ready to order lunch and we then went to lidl for shopping.
|The view from the car|
As we walked around I had to push nan sitting in the wheelchair, she giggled and enjoyed herself, I was struggling a little bit to take pics as well, There was alot more military exhibitions than other years, the Aircraft this year was not there but the engine was. It was also announced the flyby was cancelled due to the bad weather which actually was fair, since it was soon to rain later on.
|The camp and the crowds|
|More of the American camps|
As we were still looking around, it was starting to get that bit colder which means its feels like summer is nearly over, but there was still time to check the buses out, more of the bikes from the motor ones to even the plan old bikes which even made some nice vibes for it, but memories were there for both of them. It was then time to walk and get some lunch, but for that it was just a lemonade ice lolly. It was nice to have it, even when it was quite cold to have it there.
|More of the camps|
|How the rations look|
|The crowds near the merlin engine|
|The car and the bell next to the merlin engine|
|The lemonade ice lolly|
But then it was more exploring on the way back, passing the food stalls and the classic cars as well. With the wind packing up higher, it was getting really tough and also it was some sweet stall with a nice 2 bags of Peking Crisps for £1.50 or £1 each, but then it was time to walk back to the car, since the rest of the family were getting to the car too.
|The Classic Cars|
|The crowds dispersing a little bit|
Eventually I got in the car and it started to make sense of things, it was nice to get some photos taken and also the rain was coming in a bit stronger which then by the time we got back to the granparents bungalow, it was actually dry again. But then it was time for a bit of the scone with the clearing of odd friends on fb on my grandads profile, But this was after helping them get back inside and also dogshit on the car since my grandad stepped in some, this was from the fields in harrowbeer due to the fact loads of dogs were around for the dog show that was happening.
then it was time to head back home, which then was to prepare for the next day ahead which was nearly 4 visits ahead of me. Which that evening was watching films and also typing the blogpost up, this one anyway. It was nice to have a Lamb Shank as well as home grown runner beans too. Which while it was being cooked, I had to walk rosie. Which that was not a bad way to do things.
|The lamb shank with the runner beans|
But then it was the monday. which was a bit of a long day,
The back to the work.
|The bridge on the way back to Tavi|
|Cycling on the Road|
Then t was time to get the visit sorted of the second one, this was a stressful one due to the issues of the way of Soundcards being bigger ha its bracket so it made the Palit Bracket a nightmare. 2 hours later, I was on my way to the big one, to Princetown, for this visit which the battery pretty much faded out by the time I got to pork hill, which the views were still good, even with the clouds.
|The cloudy views on the moors|
|The view from the road into pricnetown|
|The view cycling before the 13% gradient by pork hill|
|The first of the late night meals,|
Then it was more to come since it was soon to be another day of chaos, since I was actually lucky I did not actually get the appointment on the next day, bur that is its own story below:
Back to the stressful reality.
|The Sky getting dimpsy and dark as I cycled past crapstone|
|The tunnel with the blank ends|
Then it was me finally home by 9:20 and after catching up with mum, it was time to cook tea along with catching up with E-mails, including the one with the Doctor which did mention about how my diet can affect the penis burning, which can make sense with spicy foods but this is also a strange one with the fact t only happens on some occasions and not daily just yet but its probably what a lot would say about it. Even that being said, it was time to try Strawberry Jam Preserve with chicken tikka masala with added chicken stock too.
|The chicken tikka with strawberry jam and salad and even morrisons were doing beef potato sticks|