Wednesday, 28 November 2018

The Doctor to Visit

Well, this s overdue but with the recent events in my life it might be important to get checked, especially after s suggested it and really Gracie did as well since we last met, you know it's been over a year since I kissed a girl, but today has been hectic. Oh and o might of booked a weekend away with a cute Welsh feedee in January so go me and she not fake to say the least and single so this will be fun, this appointment will help or make no difference at all, we will see.

No vlog since this really suits the vlog but I will catch up with you soon.

The day

A hetic day indeed, with things being busy in work like consoles no being arrived and also customer being moody, but I did manage to sort out a few jobs and black Friday weekend was popular indeed. But it was soon to be the time of 4:50 and just as I get things ready, I get held up with a customer, but with an issue about emails and another about birthday presents and Fortnite. Also an order came in which was part of my mums Present and stock for the shop.

But I managed to run to the surgery by 4:58 and it was pretty crowded, so I was lucky to find the appointment was late so I wasn't too far off.

The appointment waiting

So, radio 2 on in the surgery, I sat down and typed this up while waiting for an appointment, I was bursting for a toilet so went before my name is called, rushing to go and wash my hands and luckily it wasn't a massive wait to see if I might of left it too late for the penis, well in this case it might of, since maybe the burn when I run to work after a fap is getting more common and sometimes when I pee as well. But that and i need to really sort it out since a 25 year old virgin needs to be well sorted.

But it wasn't until 17:25 ish that I was in and ready to face this, but with doctors, I wasn't in until 17:37, but at least no one booked me on work tonight. But Dr Ross was maybe going to see what the next stage is, but kids crying and one puking, well that delayed it to nearly an hour later with 17:45 but maybe I should of really paid the £110 for 10 minutes in Nuffield. The phone battery was on 2% and hopefully I could sort this out. Eventually it was 17:55 and he called out my name.

The talk

So, we walk in and introduces himself, very casual to be honest which is good, but he was a new GP since i've not been there for 6 years almost. But anyway, I explained the situation and then he decided to say to have a look, which is fine. I got on the table and took my trousers down, laid on the bed and he got his gloves on and just before he was about to touch, i jumped back, he was okay about that since he could obviously see i was sensitive about it, so then he asked me to show him via using my own hands and i said i was nervous about touching it, but he did confirm i have phimosis. Which i know, and so i said about Gracie and S that said about me needing to get it checked and he said its actually a variant of normal since people have 3 types. 

  • Fully shelled which means it won't pull back ( I have this)
  • half in half out so it partly pulls (the most risky)
  • it pulls back easily
So with that, he said that it actually is more riskier to have the operation/circumcision and also no cream or ointment will help me pull it back as its that tight, but it does not stop me from having normal sex at all, so physically it means i'm ready for sex. 

Then he went on and said about the stings and sensations are still natural and most people have been in to check if its natural and healthy, which they were. He was also confident about saying he's looks at alot of willy's and also said alot on how my confidence was with it, but didn't really say much about how to fix that but did say how my expectations were based on what everyone else has told me which I get but with S and Gracie both being experienced, i would really think its fair to listen to them too but from today, its helped me know i'm ready. 

So he was pretty much easy to deal with and said if you still feel you need a bit of help or any worse pains, then visit him but it won't be painful to help me lose my virginity. And it was then finished and we shook hands before I left. Even though I know i need to know things like how to put a condom on and what to move around, as far as i physically know, I'm ready for sex so. it leaves only 2 goals up for this year. 

The new years resolution done

The evening to reflect

Just telling myself what i heard should now of helped, my battery died on my phone i will admit i was relieved a bit, well think on it, which has made me feel a bit better, so maybe i might lose my virginity next year from what plans have happened. But I got home by about 6:30 and then it was to catch up with parents and check E-mails before having a nice bit of Gammon and Chips along with extras before finishing that off while watching ghost whisperer. 

For tonight. gammon, sweet potato chips, crisps, bread roll, mustard and salad cream

And thats it, well its not much happened this year but more will be reveal in the review of the year which I will start next week, Dickensian will be good too, but we will see what happens.



Thursday, 8 November 2018

A Monday Night Plymouth Bonfire

Well, November is now here and we'll, things are being closer yet so far, work has started to go peak season with red dead redemption 2 and also planning on consoles for the Dickensian. But that and it's also a few new mixed development in love life since the post of the girls I've been chatting to. Anyways the vlog is below.

A Monday Cycle.

It's the usual day in the life with me and cycling for work. But after chatting to a gainer I used to feed on Kik who followed me on feabie yesterday, it said she was in a relationship, that's fair, so when I woke up to a message from her and then asked if her boyfriend was a feeder, she replied "not saying about my personal life to a nosy little person" which I can understand bit then say "haha fuck off you little freak" well then that's obviously going to be no point in feeding here, to be honest she was the same distance as Zara so it never worked out. But I did have an offer to meet up for a weekend with a cutie from Blackburn but again, the distance and a bit too early for me to get up there again. But ah well.

Ah well, I got up and changed, and needed to pay bills tomorrow but drank the dose of regen to give me energy for today really, especially on no food to help me perform better. Well maybe it did with 44 minutes to the first client.

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Then I cycles to my second client, but a mind was talking about maybe just actually proper feeding K and making her what she wants to be since she's not far from me. But then again curvage has that girl that's even closer so maybe..

But as I was cycling, I called my Xbox rep for reddead again, so it was waiting for cows to cross the crossroads legit, but signal ended so I was a bit meh, then called my sony rep for a PlayLink Title out next week, but again signal and runny nose so ugh, so I text my WB rep and she's got it planned , well she had to call me since FreedomPop decided to just not work last Wednesday.
Eventually I got to my second client and fitted an SSD and took like 1 hour to fit and clone and test. Not bad SATA III at all.

Then the last 2 clients are in the same street, so got there and the first just parked up so that's good, had a usual lesson with her, which is just checking the Tavi Parish FB group and that can be some nice drama there. Like whats the fun in scratching "cunt" on a car door. Anyways she was happy and left to the other one a few doors down  and another quick lesson there.

Then I started to vlog as it was getting dark, but well, that didn't work nicely since Camera2API doesn't work on the front camera in OpenCamera. GRR. Big I got home about 4:35 or so.

The prep and check.

Well I got home and checked emails and work bits, no reply from that gainer which is good but 13 notifications including 2 followers which is nice and also no issues with a shower although a Liverpool number tried to call. But that was during the shower. Then I was changed and leaving by 17:45.

I ran down with hoodie and glass and I was pretty light on my feet, but i managed to get there by 5:56 and 9 minutes early. Then it was the wait for the bus.

The HDR View of Lidl

The journey

This was a near 5.80 dayrider plus, which isn't too good in the normality for a 1 and a half hour at best cycle ride, but it was a quiet one, just typing up and making sure that I was ready to go with this. Okay I did yawn a few times when nearing robourgh but it's been a long day for me. But eventually I got to town by 18:55 after getting off at Mutley to chase the buss and best the times, since well queues build up so easily. Then I got to the hoe.

The Views from North Hill

runnimg in town

A bonfire affair

So, I get there with crowds around but not heaving like the fireworks championship, but it was amazing how the fair was  the sky was pretty  clear and crisp, the air was mild so warmer than I guessed and we'll, it was nice to see hardly anyone I know. But the fair had some new rides in and we'll, they looked amazing, danger zone and rock n roll dodgems were drawing the crowds.

Kids ground

Night Fair Views

Groove Rider

Danger Zone


All Stars


Rhythm Dancer

Thriller Express

The food was pretty good looking but queues are building, but by 19:20 I was down by the bonfire and it was looking big, not lit until a short light up by 7:30 but it soon to exploded into a flamethrower of fire to the west. You could actually feel the warmth of it once it was 19:35.

The bonfire
it smokes

it lights up

it glows

Then I explored and listened to music before it was 19:55.

Tall Rides

More kids zone

The feathering fireworks.

Well the  countdown  was on time but then the display was bringing the sky bright. But o must of felt flakes appearing and it made it really foggy, like the wind was dragging the remains down to the crowds, the first time I've seen that happen and felt it happen, but the last 2 minutes were pure bang and might of even banged up glass,



white fog

more white





foggy bits

The wander and bus check.

With the way MVNOs work, smaller networks get less chance to connect, so with me , it was certainly the case. But I wandered around the fair more and saw the reminds of the bonfire.

The bonfire in a heap 

Fair Views

Then checked WhatsApp and noticed swaggy was there but said I had my phone off, I replied saying I was by dodgems but no reply at that. So eventually by 8:45 I ran to Mutley  since the bus for 9 was that time and we'll , a text from a colleague saying he couldn't cover tomorrow so I could safely edit the vlog tomorrow, so might have to pull all all nighter to get it going.

The tripping run,

This my friend, is the fun part, I ran from the hoe to Mutley, which only was 15 minutes but we'll, it was intense and uneven pavement got me tripping, so it was no way an easy limp from Q bar to mutley, since the sides were in pain and temperature was starting to drop.

waiting at crossings

Then I got to Mutley with 7 minutes to wait, but that became 15 since the bus stopped and said another bus is 5 minutes away, which is a longer bit of time than 5. But I got on that, sat in front of a cute uni BBW and then types this up and debated to myself on the best way, since I could edit in work or take the time out or just do s all-nighter which I don't want to until new year at least. But things will tell,

But by 10:15 I was by lidl and running my way home , ending the night

Inset pics here

Well enjoy this and also I might of got the crash 2 playthrough coming up soon as well.